[SynthV Original] Clothed in Thorn (feat. Kevin)

Thank you so so so so so much to all my friends from Duck Friend's Records who gathered the money to buy Kevin for my birthday. He is an amazing voicebank and I can't wait to use him more! I didn't need to tune him at all for this one. (The drums used in this song were also gifted to me by Alter-P! Thank you so much!) Anyway, here's a short, edgy mental breakdown song. Long due! Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/5hm1eod083VEW8eI4ToEat?si=bTCcso7tRcClKeSpfgNBhA Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/nonsense/1715922081 Instrumental and SVP: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1ymMiL0o9BzR_y_BMqh-bsNrqN-XupVIb?usp=sharing My Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/n0ns3ns3 Lyrics: I cannot cry My eyes are dry My tears are aching to leave their ductal cages And yet I cannot cry Let there to rot Let there to die Consuming the back and front of my mind It hurts to try To tame my mind Forever stuck in agony I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gone I'm a nobody, an abstraction I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm fine I'm stupid 'cause I'm me Weak because I cry Pathetic 'cause I love Who I cannot love Futile act of love Futile act of love I look into my dilated pupils Reflecting all my ugly and wrong My existence is unjustifiable And yet, how can I be loved? It doesn't make sense It doesn't feel right Don't ever look at me You don't realise Filth's what you adorn Mend the heart you've torn If I was reborn Free but clothed in thorn Filth's what you adorn Mend the heart you've torn The past I'll always mourn Free but clothed in thorn #metal #synthv #synthesizerv #kevin #vocaloid #vocaloidproducer #rock #jrock