Illusion Doll / Anri (SynthV Original)

Inst: https://soundcloud.com/kyoe_wav/illusion-doll-inst Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6t8qBxeaoCfhUKlg0UzMhU Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/s/1690417672 ----------------------------- Music and lyrics: Kyoe Vocals: ANRI (Synthesizer V) Video and art: Kyoe ----------------------------- Kyoe (SynthV and Vocaloid original music) https://www.youtube.com/@kyoee ----------------------------- Lyrics: Only playthings that I hold closest live with me in my secret place where I can be anyone that I want to become as long as I keep my mind off what’s real but evenings with no one to talk to leave a void for my nightmares to crawl in through the door and take my pretend life away to leave me stuck in a memory alone so tales I tell myself to keep from falling deep into despair comfort me enough for days to pass yet something feels amiss when I lose my reality though every time I waver I find I’m frozen in place cuffed to a chain leading only to my mind In my darkness where I hid to avoid the truth I knew I thought no more lies could hurt me if I faded inside of a happier story but my illusions fell when the glare of daylight showed what became of pains I thought I left behind Only flashbacks that show just how weak I was when forced to grow up in a sudden moment stay with me when I turn off the lights so I can see what remains when I take away dolls I’ve come to rely on to provide me with someone who understands that I don’t want to come into the light I’d rather stay hidden inside of my own mind so I can keep on living in a make believe escape I have many things I want to do though it feels wrong to be in denial of reality I start to breathe a little easier since I have my home walls that surround me and keep me in the dark don’t come near me, don’t reach inside to look for me in a pile of my own delusions even so, I can come to the light as long as I smash my dolls into pieces though when I grab the hammer I feel a chain on my wrist I still remain tied in place by my own mind In my darkness where I hid to ignore the world’s concern I thought no one’s smiles could hurt me if I waited inside of a story I made up but my illusions fell when the glare of daylight showed what became of pains I thought I left behind