【Cong Zheng】Mama, Do You Think This is Worth It? (Original Song)

A song about struggling to meet high expectations you don't want without burning yourself out. HIII I'M BACK WITH ANOTHER BANGER!! I'VE BEEN ON A ROLL WHY THE FUCK AM I POSTING SO MUCH?? I'm genuinely SO proud of this one. I made it within only a couple days but I think it's one of my favorite songs I've made. ever. It sounds like stuff I've wanted to make for AGES. This is also one of my favorite PVs i've made i fear. update: youtube compression killed it what the FUCK is that bitrate. I also made a new oc for this. The art's very obscured but meet Adriano! Transgender freak man with mommy issues ❤ credit to all the (edited to death) pv footage goes to the Ghost chapters lmfao. FILES: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/19lE4Q2VNE02zwNcFEq_YcutKIKILO6md?usp=drive_link LYRICS: [Dear Lucifer, thy (un)holy name so below] [Take me back.] [I don’t think I can take this anymore] [To love hurts, doesn’t it?] [I think you’d understand my plea.] Within the mind of something greater Lies the next one to be rotten If you could reprogram the savior Would you use his vessel for your own gain? Mama I don’t want this anymore Mama Can you love what I abhor? Mama Did you see the sun eclipse? Mama Did you leave it with me? I don’t love what I’m left to Is this your sick farewell? Bleeding bodies bloom roses I think I’ve come from Hell. Rebuilding rotten towers All just to fill the space Sick lies forever tainting A rise that’s shoved in place Within the eyes of something greater Lies the chance to take your sick throne If I consider you my savior Would you leave me be, in boxes of grief?