For Granted, Forever | ft. Utane Uta/歌音ウタ (AKA Defoko/デフォ子) | OpenUTAU original

finally, the last song for my album is released.the album nameis “distance away”. if it wasnt clear every songin the album is about personal experiences of things i have struggled with, or am struggling with. this song was about my personal experiences with self harm (dont worry, im doingmuchmuch better now). the chorus does not represent a person but moreso abouthow i felt likei couldntlive without hurting myself. the slyrics are for song purposes and are from my personal experiences, so im sure its different for many others. as for the other songs, “composing in the blues” is about how ive struggled with depression and lack of motivation because of it. the lyrics being typed out lazier each chorus of the song is supposed to represent the lack of motivation part, and the errors represent the obstacles depression puts in place and the blue screenof death with the sad face represents depression in itself. REALITY is about my struggle with neurodivergence, how my peers treated me because of it, and losing my temper so soon. its especially about how i was in year 3. i was very easily toyed with and often got into fights and trouble. i cant handle a lemonade stand is about being crushed under social pressure. i felt like a good way to represent that was a lemonade stand on a very hot day, where you’dbe getting alotof customers, sweating, but wanting to keep up and have a good status, but eventually reaching a breaking point. i have been working on this album since late 2025 and im quite proud of it. thank you for all the support, even if its not much! #vocaloid #utaneuta #defoko #hatsunemiku #utau #openutau #utauloid #utautuning