Dysphoria (2024) - angelbrained ft. GUMI SynthV AI

Man, I love being trans. This is a song that every angelbrained fan knows and loves, and is probably the one song that's broken out of my bubble the most. Believe it or not, I'm working on an album at the moment. About 10 tracks, I'm shooting for, and I wanna include redone versions of my favorite old tracks. This one, Lollyland Tour, Ultimate Friend, y'know... and here's the first one I did! A brand-new take on Dysphoria that gives you a bit of a glimpse at my new musical style--and art and video fully drawn and made by me, something I haven't done since 2018, with my first song. Better six years late than never. Dunno how frequently you'll be seeing PV art by me, but if enough people like my art, maybe it'll be more often than you might've come to expect. I think my art style really helps push the super-cute vibe I wanna go for. I'd much rather be cute than dismal, especially in a community like this, no offense. Honestly, this goes out to all my trans brothers and sisters who feel lost as heck in their transition. Just persevere, hold out, and if you're in a place where transitioning is hard, just know one day you'll be out of there, and ready to blossom into your true self, too. I tell myself this kind of thing a lot, too. Words from Dumas, our tuner for the evening: “FOUR OF ‘EM!!! FOUR!!! I’ve always been fond of this song and it’s various incarnations, so I am very thankful to work on this version! Please enjoy DysFOURia!” https://twitter.com/DumasP_ ------------------------ https://www.patreon.com/angelbrained my website: https://angelbrained.uwu.ai my discord: https://discord.gg/2cWvGsNHRB my tumblr: https://angelbrained.tumblr.com my soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/angelbrained my twitter: https://twitter.com/angelbrained --- LYRICS --- once again, with a sorrowful gaze eyes look back, peering deep into a broken heart watching as i tear away the things that seem to, every day, just leave me up in pieces being torn apart looking down i see every part of me feels like breaking after every single day most importantly something inside me keeps on aching knowing that i'll never be the same as them i'll make a wish try to change what makes me who i am and give up on what bothers me i might as well not even try keep on hoping, so you'll see there's nothing here but misery you'll find that this is what I've come to be face the facts i can't change them even if i try not meant to live life as a boy so why must i be born this way? try again, day after day to fix what causes my dismay but give up knowing that i really might as well just die once again, with every passing day things get worse, like my body's being torn apart cry some more and waste away it's not like i care anyway what use is there in trying when it's plain as day looking down i see every part of me feels like breaking into tiny little shards most importantly something inside me knows it's pointless living if i'll never be like them so one more time try to change what makes me who i am and give up on what bothers me i might as well not even try keep on hoping, so you'll see there's nothing here but misery you'll find that this is what I've come to be face the facts i can't change them even if i try i can't live my life as a boy so what if i was born this way? try again, day after day to fix what causes my dismay but give up knowing that i really might as well just try again deep inside i know just who i am it doesn't matter what they say so what if i was born this way? keep on hoping, so you'll see i might just change who i can be and live my life as the girl that i know i am and though you see, every part of me feels like breaking after every single day most importantly my heart keeps beating i'll do anything it takes if i can be like all the rest