absentee ft. Gumi English (VOCALOID Original Song)

this song was so funnnnn! It was my first time using bandlab for an actual song, and I actually made the whole thing at school lmao- speed ran this one in a DAY idk how, and since then I've been making the mv (or rather, procrastinating the mv) lyrics: Step back a little Look me in the eyes I feel so belittled Can't get out of my mind Do ya' hate how I'll never be the same? Even though you try You don't know the pain And I know damn well That I'm the one to blame For the ways I've gone So wrong in the brain Morning's a riddle Awake or in a dream? My eyes won't refocus But there's scary things I see 'Cause I hate how I'll never be the same! Even though I try I can't feel the pain And I know damn well That I'm the one to blame For the ways I've gone So wrong in the brain (Just 'cause you can't see it) (Doesn't mean it's not there) (Just 'cause I'm still breathing) (Doesn't mean I'm really here) Do ya' hate how I'll never be the same? Even though you try You don't know the pain And I know damn well That I'm the one to blame For the ways I've gone So wrong in the brain (Just 'cause you can't see it) (Doesn't mean it's not there) (Just 'cause I'm still breathing) (Doesn't mean I'm really here) #gumi #megpoid #originalsong #vocaloid #vocalsynth #synthv