coup de grâce / kasane teto & lucky #13

「I know I'm just a fool.」 song/mv - gloopbloop kasane teto english (UTAU, delta english) - TWINDRILL lucky #13 (UTAU, C+V english) - gloopbloop lyrics: i don't know what i should do inside of me there's you i know i'm just a fool i'll figure out- i'll think of something cut the cord and cast away this body and its brain if not repaired, replaced a figure eight; a coup de grace, then are you terrified of the generalized other in your mind, there's something wrong with my way of thinking, then, even in my head, through the looking glass, i never manage to watch or hear or feel, i don't want to be (don't think i'm even real, which means nothing's wrong,) touched or known or seen, there's something wrong with me (which disarms the bomb, which means that i) not to imply i know what i am at heart (haven't, haven't been hurt, since i don't deserve) i've been told i'm alright, but it's hard to believe (what i haven't earned, i'm taking a) leave the memory in the past (longing look through the mirror, it's looking so clear) they're never meant to last (i can't even see that thing that was) hello from yesterday (here, where i'm supposed to be, i guess it's okay,) the pain, it'll fade; just let me shut down (staying in Y2K, just shut down) i don't know what i should do inside of me there's you i know i'm just a fool i'll figure out- i'll think of something cut the cord and cast away this body and its brain if not repaired, replaced a figure eight; a coup de grace, then i'm always afraid that i've missed by shot at an easy, easy out i want to believe the words that you're saying but i don't think i can be la-e-la-e-a, la-e-la-e-a, la-e-la-e-a, i couldn't ever be la-e-la-e-a, la-e-la-e-a, la-e-la-e-a, hey, could i ever be (that's the end of the lyrics. if you start singing links during the instrumental, that's on you.) song/instrumental (off vocal) download: https://www.mediafire.com/folder/kbqeu4n47leg9/coup_de_grace videos used https://www.pexels.com/video/snow-falling-6527135/ https://www.pexels.com/video/a-person-walking-down-a-snowy-alley-16668976/ https://www.pexels.com/video/en-tren-valparaiso-chile-19188180/ https://www.pexels.com/video/guitar-case-leaning-on-a-wall-8103875/ https://www.pexels.com/video/street-lamp-during-a-snowfall-854693/ https://www.pexels.com/video/snowfall-in-urban-alleyway-at-night-34764823/ https://www.pexels.com/video/ambulance-siren-at-night-20529972/ images used https://www.pexels.com/photo/dead-end-road-signage-296983/ https://www.pexels.com/photo/traffic-lights-and-stop-sign-in-varna-35544920/ fonts used atkinson hyperlegible - braille institute jetbrains mono - jetbrains rottendayok - pictocat bodoni mt black - microsoft i made an utau! some other names i was considering were "sonus tredecim" (thirteenth sound in latin) and "lucky numbers", but i ultimately went with "lucky #13" because it fit its robotic design and the format pays homage to another utau voicebank. to get a robotic sound, i recorded the voicebank using my webcam microphone with noise cancellation on and with my air conditioner running in the background, then added distortion and eq to the recordings. this was also my first attempt at making a properly usable voicebank, so my inexperience otoing probably contributed too. voicebank info: lucky #13 is a robotic lightning bug. it is the 13th prototype of a design created to preserve and share the wonder of endangered firefly species, but once the final design of its line came out, it became resentful of its own flawed construction. its power source is too strong for it to handle and it exudes its excess electricity, often at random, though it found that this process can generate sound if done properly. it hopes to find a new purpose in life. lucky #13 is a little too big to be a bug; it's just small enough to stand on the palm of your hand, roughly the size and weight of a young bird. the ends of its antennae are miniature incandescent light bubs, which run slightly warm. it hides most of its form with its cloak, but whether this is out of shyness or a desire to be easy-to-draw for mediocre pixel artists (hey...) is unknown. likes: crows, cats, clovers, electricity dislikes: indirectness, being compared to a power outlet personality: superstitious, logical, ambitious, sleepy interests: sea skating, making noise, existentialism (note: i'm not currently planning to release the voicebank, but i might in the future if people are interested. it's admittedly quite scuffed, though.)