【鏡音レン】dead weight【オリジナル】

"All stars die before they show, so I guess we'll never know." --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Hello everyone!! I definitely wouldn't consider these my best lyrics, but I wrote this after a long period of time not writing. Better songs are to come, I promise! This is a song I wrote about impostor syndrome (but before I knew that it was impostor syndrome). I’m discovering more about my identity every day, but at first I felt empty, like a husk of what once was. A blank canvas for those around me. That feeling is what this song is about. (I apologize if there are any errors with the hotline numbers. If there are, let me know so I can fix it!!) ~~~~Links~~~~ Bandlab: https://www.bandlab.com/post/df49f1bf-8da4-f011-8e64-6045bd354e91 Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/starryeyedgrrl_19/dead-weight-featuring-kagamine-len Piapro: https://piapro.jp/t/3aoq Mediafire (VSQX, MP3, & More!): https://www.mediafire.com/folder/ooni3l3rdj6mo/Star's_Files VocaDB Page: https://vocadb.net/S/848638 Bandcamp (Free DL + Streaming): https://starryeyedgrrl19.bandcamp.com/album/dead-weight Vocaloader: https://vocaloader.app/songs/1617 ~~~~Credits~~~~ Tuning: ST☆RG1RL Video: ST☆RG1RL Lyrics + Song: ST☆RG1RL Voicebanks: Kagamine Len V4 English, Kagamine Rin V4X (Sweet) ~~~~Mental Health & Emergency Hotlines~~~~ Algeria: 0021 3983 2000 58 Argentina: 135 or 5275–1135 Australia: 1300 659 467 Austria: 01 713 3374 Brazil: 188 Belgium: 1813 Canada: 1-833-456-4566 Denmark: 70 201 201 or 39 25 25 25 France: 3114 or 01 45 39 40 00 Germany: 0800 111 0 111/112 Ireland: 116 123 Mexico: 1737 or 0508 828 865 Spain: 717 003 717 UK: 999 or 112 or 116 123 US: 988 or 911 ~~~~Lyrics~~~~ No bells tolled the day I left. "What's that sound?" The emptiness. No mourning was for me, Death lacking sincerity. Don't you know it's all a lie? Although I do try and try, Your words, they flatter me, but I'm not very sweet. I'm a liar in a mask, Nobody has caught on yet. Apathetic to your pain, I pretend to feel something. Don't you know it's all a lie? Although I do try and try, Your words, they flatter me, but there's something you don't see. (I'm lying, feel nothing.) (I'm crying, feel something.) (I'm lying, feel nothing.) (I'm crying, feel something.) Why am I even here at all, if I'm just inflicting pain? Why am I even here at all, if it's just living in vain? What's the point in going on, if I hate all the passing days? What's the point in going on if there is something wrong with me? People grew to care for it, The lie they're familiar with. It's too late to reveal now who I am, so stick around! I used to shine and be real. I used to know how to feel. All stars die before they show, so I guess we'll never know. (I've become hopeless.) (Utterly useless.) (A disappointment...) I'm exhausted. Why am I even here at all, if I'm just inflicting pain? Why am I even here at all, if it's just living in vain? What's the point in going on, if I hate all the passing days? What's the point in going on if there is something wrong with me? Please remind me what I'm doing, I can't recall anything. Please remind me why I'm doing this bullshit in the first place. What's the point in going on, if I hate all the passing days? There's a point in going on for everyone but not for me. I could do it easily... but these people here need me. I've already been selfish, I'll make it up doing time. Why am I even here at all, if I'm just inflicting pain? Why am I even here at all, if it's just living in vain? What's the point in going on, if I hate all the passing days? What's the point in going on if there is something wrong with me? Please remind me what I'm doing, I can't recall anything. Please remind me why I'm doing this bullshit in the first place. What's the point in going on, if I hate all the passing days? There's no point for me but I'm stuck here for all eternity. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- #smallmusician #vocaloid #crypton #kagaminerin #kagaminerinv4x #kagaminetwins #kagamine #kagaming #鏡音リン #鏡音レン #鏡音リンレン #song #music #vocaloidproducer #vocap #original #originalsong #originalmusic #originalmusicvideo #originalmusicandlyrics #deadweight #deadweightkagaminelen #deadweightstargirl #stargirl #star #dead_weight #originalvocaloidsong #vocaloidオリジナル曲 #デッド・ウェート