Yarobi-P - I Despise "her" (feat. Kasane Teto) [Original Song]

TW: self-hate themes / emotional content This is my very first time using a vocal synth and writing lyrics. I hope you enjoy it, and feedback is very welcome! Sadly, my free trial for Synth V has ended, so in future projects I won’t be able to tune freely :( INSTRUMENTAL: Download the instrumental here for covers: https://drive.google.com/file/d/19nWXxFFNDDQXigd7lsaTvC7hfecoRvcq/view?usp=sharing (You can do anything with it as long as you credit me. I would love to see what you all are doing with it!!) ====== LYRICS: I see a figure It stares into my eyes She looks weak, like prey Is she useful anyway? Should I bully her? Hey Listen I hate you, and I want to paint you in blue and red Look at your face You're still a disgrace You're last in every race You're a fish head, thrown out, just forgotten And I hope you stay there just to keep rotting Listen I hate you, and I want to paint you in blue and red She looks like she's nothing Useless, dumb, and a no one The hate is too much And I don’t know what to say.... Na-na-na-na She's a filthy fly hope with one smack she dies If she still lives and lies down I’ll crush her quick, no mercy shown No mercy shown Listen I hate you, and I want to paint you in blue and red Look at your face You're still a disgrace You're last in every race You're a fish head, thrown out, just forgotten And I hope you stay there just to keep rotting Listen I hate you, and I want to paint you in blue and red She looks like someone I know I don’t care Still going after her But who does she look like? Who does she look like? Who does she look like? Who does she look like? Who is she? Listen I hate you, and I want to paint you in blue and red Look at your face You're still a disgrace You're last in every race You're a fish head, thrown out, just forgotten And I hope you stay there just to keep rotting Listen I hate you, and I want to paint you in blue... and— oh, I cannot believe that it was me Th-th-th-that it was me Aaaaaaa Oo ee ii ee oo After I’ve realized that she was me the whole time This guilt I have feels more like a crime And the cycle won’t end till the end of time Don’t know if I will escape even if I die La la la, la la la lalala La la la, la la la La la la, la la la lalala La la la, la la la lalalaaa ====== Music, lyrics & art by me. #kasaneteto #vocaloid #synthv #utau #originalsong #experimental