Lullaby of the Listless /// SHIRA

limbo - 1/10 ⊹˚₊‧───────────‧₊˚⊹ this project is on pause until i can figure out how to properly continue/rework it. nevertheless- this song was a pretty big departure for me music-wise but i had so much fun working on it, and shira is an absolute joy to use EVERYONE GET SHIRAPILLED RIGHT NOW also this is the first video i made after coming back to davinci and wow crazy what a program can do when its not shitting itself every 2 minutes ⊹˚₊‧───────────‧₊˚⊹ more info - https://yewhoenterhere.carrd.co/# svp/ust/inst - https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/18Noi7wCe9mAXRvPdjvpM-LMJzkolS35f me - https://linktr.ee/magdaluxe shira - https://vocreatures.carrd.co/#shira ⊹˚₊‧─────lyrics─────‧₊˚⊹ powder skies, systems normal nothing worsens and nothing improves not uptight, not informal nothing hurts me if i never move sleeping in, hardly rested simulations of loving embrace atrophy uncontested moving forward is only a waste gentle breeze, mild weather spend my days watching life from backstage people say, "it gets better" but i'm satisfied stuck in this cage this isn't right, but i don't want to fight i dread what awaits further in "it's fine, i'm fine", what i say all the time is apathy a sin? spinning through the meadow, suffocating sorrow, saying everything's alright if the sun never shines again i'll live with blue light if they only see the weather, none of them could ever understand how much it hurts but if things don't get better, then i won't make them worse have i always been like this? is this all that i'll ever be? i lose count of hours with low poly flowers, my feelings lit in RGB but as days go by, nothing changes is this mercy, or have i done wrong? i still see smiling faces they don't notice that i don't belong this isn't right, am i losing my mind as anguish gives way to ennui "it's fine, i'm fine", will i mean it this time? i guess i'll wait and see spinning through the meadow, suffocating sorrow, saying everything's alright if the sun never shines again i'll live with blue light if they only see the weather, none of them could ever understand how much it hurts but if things don't get better, then i won't make them worse take what i've been given, try to keep on living, swear i don't need any more in compliance i'm not outdone, but who's keeping score? is this all there is to feel? a mockery of real? will this be my eternity? i'm too scared to go deeper- this is all that i'll be