【VOCALOID Original】 気のない存在 - Lukewarm Existence 【Fukase】

Hey, it's my first original Vocaloid song + PV! English captions available and headphones recommended. This is kind of a personal song about being a worthless artist, despite trying your best... I've spent the last few months working on it, so I hope you like it, even a little! Music/art/movie by driftwoodwolf Lyrics by driftwoodwolf + marimo ft. Fukase V4 ▼ driftwoodwolf I'm most active on Twitter, pls consider following me there: https://twitter.com/driftwoodwoof Portfolio: https://driftwoodwolf.com/ ▼ marimo Insta: https://www.instagram.com/marimo_mori/ Download: https://soundcloud.com/driftwoodwolf/lukewarm-existence Instrumental: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1So4d-X_H4Tsm_sUL8O0CLMW3tOxuNYMt/view?usp=sharing VSQX: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1MC7cPkRClBMEfKumuE9RrF37NTYX7MmQ/view?usp=sharing 転載禁止 / please do not repost - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Japanese lyrics - グレーの毎日、名無しの僕 そんなに明るいわけがない でもなぜか遠くの明かりが綺麗なんだ 同じ日々を繰り返して 同じタブ何度も切り替えて 食ってるのは愛のかけらだ 夢に見るごちそう この空腹はよくないのだろう でも味にはまってしまったよ、中毒 心を取り出しても 無視ばかり、誰も観もしない 何も残らない 手から消える 意味もない どこで道を間違えたか どこへ走っても変わらない風景 でも続けないとダメだよな 捨てられるのが怖いから 何をしても努力が足りない どうしたらいいのか分からない、教えて 心を取り出しても 無視ばかり、誰も観もしない 何も残らない 手から消える 心を取り出しても 無言ばかり、なんで認めない くすんだモノクロに 溶けてしまう 意味もない 実はさ、分かってるよ 僕天才じゃなくて、頑張っているけど それでも、探してるよ 少しでも下さい、大丈夫だって証拠を - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - English lyrics - the grey everyday, the nameless me there’s no way I could shine like that but for some reason the light in the distance is so beautiful repeating day after day switching between the same tabs over and over I'm feeding on scraps of love dreaming of a feast this hunger is bad it seems but I’m hooked on the taste, addicted even if I take out my heart all I get is disregard, no one even sees nothing remains it disappears from my hands it’s meaningless where did I lose my way? no matter where I run to the scenery doesn’t change but I have to keep going because I’m scared of being thrown away no matter what I do my efforts aren’t enough I don’t know what I should do, tell me even if I take out my heart all I get is disregard, no one even sees nothing remains it disappears from my hands even if I take out my heart all I get is silence, why won’t they acknowledge me? into the dull monochrome I’ll end up dissolving it’s meaningless the truth is, I know I’m not a genius, though I’m trying my best even so, I’m searching even if it’s a little, please give me proof that I’m doing okay