【Vocaloid Original】I Understand【Miku English】

Songs about the weighty guilt that comes with being a chronically ill individual in a romantic relationship...Enjoy! This one's personal (and may or may not be a sequel to another song I've done) Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2I1n2YfgtZ6CP6msYGRn66?si=NlgLZn_PQBOaBpB98u5Ruw&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A2qAG6mzIl1UCz8oK4ccEFE Lyrics: I can close my eyes And see a better us Is that a bad thing to do? Your nights would be spent asleep Instead of forced awake for me Oh god, I’d like that! Let me trade clammy-white for pink And toilet-bowls for anything A thousand pills for a head that won’t spin ‘Cuz it ain’t fair to you at all To push you down, to bear the fall It’s not your job I wasn’t able to forget I’m not the person that you met And it’s not a contract deal And though i know you know by now You can leave and I’ll be proud I understand. I can feel my weight crushing down upon us both but I’m too weak to hold it all Don’t you let me drag you down If you want to let me go, I’ll let you go But if i found a way to age Just like the fantasies i make I’d give my all for just a taste ‘Cuz it ain’t fair to you at all To waste your life waiting for more it’s gone on too long If you decide to abandon ship i will do just as you did And take this ship down to drown And though i know you know by now You can leave and I’ll be proud I understand. And though i know you know by now You can leave and I’ll be proud I understand.