Just Want to be Kind‎ (feat. Kasane Teto)

Kindness is fake Kindness is manipulation It wears a mask of pureness hiding intention underneath It was given anyway, one last time even when it was already close to breaking and it was accepted, until it was questioned A question like a small force enough to shatter any cracked plate By the time it was understood What had been given was already broken - BrokenX22 Spotify, Apple Music & More: https://ffm.to/just-want-to-be-kind My Social: https://linktr.ee/BrokenX22 Music, Lyrics, Illustration, Video, Captions / BrokenX22 Vocal / Kasane Teto I messed it up I made an angel cry Oh, I never thought I lost your final hope I killed myself for you But then you were gone gone gone Maybe I'll be blind blind blind blind blind blind blind I thought you’d be fine, I waited again I felt it too late, I made myself wait again I thought you would stay, I waited again I held myself back, did I push you far away? But then I waited again You answered so fast Now there's nothing left, did I make you feel that bad? You answered so fast Wished I never asked If I never asked would you still be by my side? I need more time. To face mistakes To rip this apathy out of me I'll burn my heart. If that's what it takes for me to be nice I need more strength. To face all the pain I have caused I don't care, I don't care, I don't care, I'll be blind, blind, blind, blind, blind, blind, blind I don't want to lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie For you I will try, try, try, try, try, try, try So that when I die...die...die...die...die...die...die At least I was kind I messed it up I made an angel cry Oh, I never thought I lost your final hope I killed myself for you But then you were gone gone gone Maybe I'll be blind blind blind blind blind blind blind I thought you’d be mine, when we crossed the line I felt it too late, I made myself wait again I thought you would stay, when we crossed the line I held myself back, did I make you cry that day? But then I waited again You answered so fast Now there's nothing left, did I make you feel you're bad? You answered so fast Wished I never asked I need more time. To face myself To let all the hate rot in my guts I'll burn my heart. Even if it breaks me just to be nice I need more love. To face all the sorrow It's just, I can't sleep, knowing who I used to be I want to treat you better when I'm truly awake I'll be blind, blind, blind, blind, blind, blind, blind I don't want to lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie For you I will try, try, try, try, try, try, try I'll die...die...die...die...die... Even when I die. At least I was kind. Instrumental: https://piapro.jp/t/-Qs2