[SynthV Original] stereo trauma [Eleanor Forte] [MV]

MUSIC VIDEO ANIMATED BY PIRACUCU GO LOOK AT HER STUFF SHES AWEEOSME - https://www.youtube.com/user/FochonaisFactory lyrics: so many days and months go by, but i just feel stuck, in this seemingly never-ending life that i live. "hey, isn't this what you're always like?" it tells me, i've doubted myself so many times, i don't know who i am. the present and the future, it's all a blur to me, all i do is exist and worry about myself. "so, why not just end my life right here?" i say to myself, but for some reason, you all still want me to live. "just keep waiting, you'll get better", you've said countless times, is there even a point in waiting anymore? i'll just keep feeling as worthless as ever, even if it works, even if i feel "better" somehow.. "god, they're just so stupid! i'm better than all of them..", how many times is my mind going to repeat that phrase? "i'll just kill my entire family, i hate them..", is this really how i think? i know i wouldn't.. my identity is slowly being forgotten by me, my mind takes a sudden dip while it's rotting. most of the people in my life have just me left anyways, so why not just end it while i'm still unknown? la la la...