「はやく大人になりなよ」って/鏡音レン

「はやくおとなになりなよ」って 歌：鏡音レン 音楽・動画：孤独なロビン 第34回プロセカNEXT応募楽曲 X: @usapaaan Lyrics animation powered by TextAlive https://textalive.jp #プロセカNEXT #ボカロ #鏡音レン 「はやくおとなになりなよ」って 「早く大人になりなよ」って 誰かが僕を急かすものだから 満たされないまがいものだけが僕の 真実なのだと刻んでしまったの 正しく囚われた幻想だけが 僕を正しく歪めてしまったの 哀しみを躍らせた瞳孔だけじゃ 現在(いま)を解けやしない 夢の続きが今もまだみえないな それでもみてみたいな ツバサのない今も 目を凝らして戦う理由なんて 蹴散らして笑ったなら 追い抜いてしまえよ 傷ついた音は、魔がさしたせいにして 浮わついた天使が、溶かしてくれるだろう 嘘で着飾った僕の望むユートピア 誰にも邪魔されずに いまもここにあるよ 「効率が悪いのね」って 誰かが笑って言うものだから 心で求めた答えに断罪を 所せましに塗り飾ってきたんだ 閉ざしたままで救われてしまえたなら すべての無駄を知られずにいられたのね 急いで咲いた花から一番に枯れてしまうのにね 夢の続きが今もまだみえないの それでもみてみたいの ツバサのない今も 嘘でもいいって君が許してくれたなら 未完成のあの空さえも高く飛べたはずだろう？ 一人で抱えて背負ってしまうには 大人になりすぎてて、救われないままさ 心で描いた君だけのユートピア 誰にも邪魔させずに そこで咲かせてよね ーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーー "Grow Up Already" "Grow up already," they said As if they had to keep pushing me ahead And so I carved it into my heart— That only hollow things I could never reach Were worthy of being called the truth Only those illusions I held onto so faithfully Ended up twisting me all the same Eyes that danced only with sorrow Could never unravel the present I still can't see what's waiting beyond this dream Yet I still want to see it Even now, without wings The reasons we strain our eyes searching for If you can scatter them away and laugh Then leave them behind and run ahead The wounded sounds inside me— Let's blame them on a fleeting weakness Perhaps some absent-minded angel Will come and melt them away The utopia I longed for, dressed in lies Still remains here even now Untouched by anyone "That's so inefficient," they said Laughing as they spoke the words And so I painted condemnation Over every answer my heart had chosen If I could have been saved while staying closed away No one would have ever known my wasted days Yet flowers that bloom in haste Are always the first to wither I still can't see what's waiting beyond this dream Yet I still want to see it Even now, without wings If you had told me that even a lie was alright Then surely I could have flown Beyond that unfinished sky Carrying everything alone like this I've grown up far too much And still remain unsaved The utopia that only you can paint in your heart Don't let anyone stand in the way Please let it bloom there