PITTER PATTER ft. Kasane Teto (Synth V Original)

**CW: flashing imagery + slight alcohol imagery** a song about emotions and stuff streaming: https://open.spotify.com/track/06qUfvTgmArwAZg5mIN3E3?si=d7f50f60eff14e64 instrumental: https://awipan.bandcamp.com/track/pitter-patter-instrumental SVP: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1VUlYjcCqncVdWVlOfM7TnduqF2szJsXz?usp=sharing [LYRICS] Black hair blocks her mirror reflection I can see her seating the man who used her She, then, saw things in color Meeting you again It's a shame that I can't just pretend that everything's fine Thanks to you But I think I can move Start life anew When I see you, my heart beats like PITTER-PATTER I believe in you My head thinks, like, "WHAT'S THE MATTER?" Everything you did, the things you hid They all haunt my dreams But it seems I still adore-ore you I just wanna love somebody But I can't even love my own body Hey sir, why do I crumble before you? My heart can't take it, can't take it No more Staring at the bubbles Enduring all the struggles I intend to not end it 'Cause you're still a friend Sometimes, I still hate you You've ruined all the things I've done for you Say it! Say you're sorry to God! Was that all you got, you coward? When I see you, my heart goes PITTER-PATTER My head thinks, I think, "WHAT'S THE MATTER?" Take it, can't fake it Can't make it about You hate yourself Just as I-I hate you I just wanna love somebody But I can't even love my own body Hey sir, why do I crumble before you? My heart can't take it, can't take it No more (instrumental) When-when-when you sat down, my heart went Pitter-patter You saw me and asked, "What's the matter?" Take it and break it and break it, destroy me Why do I still care-are for you? You just wanna love somebody While I just can't love anybody Sir, why do I hate but love you? My heart can't take it, can't take it My heart can't take it, can't take it My heart can't take it, can't take it No more!