【Gumi】 I'm Sorry, I'm Sorry / ごめんね ごめんね 【English Cover】TW: SA (READ DESCRIPTION)

TW: SA- please, if you have experience with sa (s//xual ass//lt) PLEASE be careful listening or consider not listening, this song is gross I don't want anyone to get triggered!! please take care of yourselves!! !!!!WARNING!!!! song/lyrics are gross and gory and imply intense abuse, watch safely or don't watch at all!!! EDIT (dec. 1 2020): i didn't expect this video to get the views it's getting now. we're at around 6k i think?? i expected 60 views at most but I've gotten questionable comments so I want to make a current statement; if you're 16 or under i do not want you listening to this. i can't stop you, but i hope the age restriction i first set worked for some minors at the very least. apparently not because kids are purposefully getting around it to listen to this "really nice cute song :))" but if you're really young i really don't want you listening to this. the restriction is there for a reason. secondly, if you post a comment that idealizes the abuse in this song i'm fucking deleting it. i already had someone say something like "i love this song my daddy loves me" or some shit like that and it's disgusting. this song is not your fantasy, it's not meant to be cute or romantic or kinky, it's highlighting abuse and it's gross and i don't want the kids getting around my age restriction to to read that shit and think it's okay especially when they don't have the analytical skills to process the full weight of this song or it's meaning or why comments like that belittle it. if you saw this video and thought it was disgusting and terrible, then I'm sorry you had to see it and i hope you're doing well. if you think this song is cute and catchy, good for you i guess(?) but please be aware of its meaning and try not to be insensitive to that. if you think you're cool for not being freaked out by it, then also good for you i guess(?) but also please don't be insensitive. bottom line is my intention was never to glorify abuse and if i see any of that shit i'm removing it. if it gets worse i'm gonna have to unlist the video entirely. i'm disgusted enough for having written these lyrics but seeing people glorify it and seeing children saying how much they like this song kills me. i'm keeping it up for now because unlisting shit kinda irks me unless it's like a really really poor cover or something and if people still enjoy listening to this then I don't wanna take it away from them for being mature and just listening to it and being normal, and i see a lot more sensible viewers than the negative ones anyway (thank you to those saying stuff like "guys this song isn't your cute tiktok dance song" for bringing light to what this song actually is.) and i still want to keep the comment section up because of the people who do know what they're talking about and are trying to explain why this song isn't cute or cool or romantic or any of that. but if i see an abundance of this nasty shit then i'm unlisting it. I'm tired of being reminded that this exists. and btw, i think it's fine if you just like the song while understanding its weight, i just have a problem with the idolization of abuse and young young kids trying to listen to it (not the kids' fault, but it makes me uncomfy). it's fucked up. just move along old desc: I could've made the lyrics more graphic like the direct translation but I'm already disgusted with the ones I wrote,, I even lowered the opacity for some of them in the video I hate it so much ugghhhdsagfjsafgea I'm ashamed of myself, this is definitely the limit for how dark of a song I'll cover. seriously, all I could think of during the subtitling was how bold one has to be to just,, put those words there and not say shit?? idk this is probably one of Kikuo's most controversial songs but I get why. some of the things he writes about are so disgusting, hell, I'm kinda disgusted with myself for writing lyrics for this. what I like about him is that he writes about things other people scarcely do. a lot of "dark" songs in the vocaloid community are usually vague and are descriptive about feeling and open to wider interpretation. Kikuo will blatantly write about abuse and use such gross wording. usually, writing (especially in songs) is an outlet for peoples' feelings so I'm worried about the things Kikuo might've experienced. whether he's gone through something horrible or not, I think he should be allowed to write songs on these gruesome topics. it might even be an outlet for someone else's feelings. it's totally understandable how many people are uncomfortable with it but I don't think Kikuo should be stopped or censored completely. I also put a warning and age restriction because no one should have to listen to this if it makes them uncomfortable. original (Kikuo): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I1mOeAtPkgk VSQx: (krizz krizztofer) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EY7_QxIHrs4&t=102s lyrics: (removed for space)