FEAST YOUR EYES / ft. Eleanor Forte (original song)

music , mv / kian vocals / eleanor forte spotify / https://open.spotify.com/album/78Mak56mvPPkP9WenaQcuJ?si=R8xt0HIYRm2Cjq-r50tp6g sc / https://soundcloud.com/kian712/feast-your-eyes inst , svp / https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1QnN3ZpzTuM7GTf7mSGlGZXWH_-Zjzx9a?usp=drive_link [lyrics] How could you let me go end up like this? At least you exist But is this any way to live? Just cut your tongue and get a grip I thought your purpose was to handle me Handle all your tears? Why was I unable to fear? Your mind was well beyond your years Why don't you know how to get out of here Isn't it insane? Your every action comes with pain This is just the path you paved But hey, it's just a game That isn't what you said that day Don't you speak another word, I think I had enough Tie me upside down inside my bedroom in the dark (I think I had enough) (I think I had enough) (But have you?) Let all of my blood rush to my skull then break it hard (This isn't good enough) (No, it's not good enough) But now at least his eyes are fed I wonder daily that maybe I'm to blame With choices that I wish weren't made I couldn't take it, I hoped that you were dead (Why are you still sulking over little things) The profound sense of dread you gave me (It's not like they hurt you in real life This isn't what you said it'd feel like Maybe you're too dumb Why does it make me wanna die? You're there still mourning hordes of flies I don't mind, they've been too kind That isn't what you said that day Shut your mouth and go away Don't let me see your face Tie me upside down inside my bedroom in the dark (I think I had enough) (I think I had enough) (But have you?) Let all of my blood rush to my skull then break it hard (I think I had enough) (I think I had enough) (But have you?) Give me all the pain you felt back then when you were young (It isn't good enough) (It isn't good enough) (I hate you) I don't know how I could leave it, nothing's good enough (It isn't good enough) (It isn't good enough) At least his eyes are fed