【Z.A.T.O. Fan Song】 Lullaby for the Loveless 【SynthV Original】

The first ever "Z.A.T.O. I Love the World and Everything in it" fan song! At least I hope it is... Lyrics: Shrinking down under the streetlights The skyline is burning mere meters before my face Wipe me out layer by layer Mess me up, erase my soul if that what love is for you 'Cos I don't know any better But when her voice cut through I think I understood what it feels like (My mother's distant lullaby) Don't take this away from me Blur my vision, make me deaf Just don't take this away from me But I'm not blind I can see the face that you're making Show me the light To eclipse my hope with your hatred I should've known by this point That this ruse is cheap and pointless Rip my stained heart out So I'd live in peace not knowing what is love I don't care anymore My nerves are exposed and raw (Oh please, don't take this away from me) It's easier this way, to never love (What I'd give to feel this warmth once more) and to never be cared for I won't cry Set in stone, my existence defective Sacrifice I'm the most worthless piece on the chessboard Shrinking down until I'm nothing The skyline is stretching light years just to hide a fault (But it's not fair!) And let me be brash for a moment But I don't see much of a point In Universe this cold For Universe this uncaring But it's not fair, all I wanted Was something real, was something honest And all my life I've waited for you Someone so full of love, And someone, who's just as loveless Метель тоскливо воет Спи моё дитя в пелене любви моей, Забыв про слёзы Happy day of Vorkuta-5's erasure!! Wanted to finish this by 28th but my lazy ass was lazy. The PV is cheap and pointless because I'm talentless and use my phone to edit videos like a child. The thumbnail is also a complete mess. I'm sad. Basically grew up with Ferry's music so I can safely say that they're a gift that keeps on giving for seven (I think?) years now. Also, Merry Christmas & Happy New Year? I missed them both, so, uh... Yeah. Happy holidays. hohoho And again, huge props to Ferry. Thank you, thank you, thank you. Thank you. Voicebanks used: Solaria & Saki AI lite ---------- I can feel my soul shivering in despair; a light breeze causes me to break into tears. My pain isn't contained in the body alone; it stretches far beyond -- to every corner of my perception. It's in my Komsomol pin, cutting sharply right through it; it's in the smell of the sweat, it's in the sound of the snow crunching beneath my boots. The suffering is predetermined; I have to relive this realization again, and again, and again. My mouth's shut. I don't shout. What for? Hour after hour, my mind drifts slowly into sleep. Vivid, saturated dreams envelop my mind like a fog. Days blur into one another, yet my sense of time gets sharper. I can't feel my legs on the ground anymore, yet my sense of space gets sharper. It's like I'm moving forward and backwards simultaneously. I don't feel anymore, yet my heart whines with songs of despair. I don't see, yet my eyes are burning. I don't hear, yet her voice cuts through the veil of the drowsiness my existence has become. My heart, which was filled with spite and despair seconds ago, is now the calmest of the calm. I focus my gaze on you. That weird girl. Asya, was it? At last, my sleeping heart awakes. I do, Asya. I do. I love the world and everything in it!