Gehenna (English Cover/Mizu5 Animatic) [ft. Mai]

I was actually gonna cover this song a year ago cause it’s one of my favorites, but at the time, I wanted to try covering more recent songs. Then I thought this would really fit with Mizu5 so I changed some of the lyrics I wrote over two months ago to fit it even better. Then I couldn’t get the mixing right and gave up for a few weeks (hopefully it sounds good, I just spent hours trying to learn how to mix better). I know Ena5’s out now but just imagine this takes place between the two events. Thanks for watching! Lyrics/Tuning/Art/MV: Hapcyon Vocals: Mai (Synthesizer V) Original - wotaku https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Y9sJvLI3Po Project Sekai Nightcord at 25:00 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e8P2wLqvj1k Lyrics: Hey, tell me, did everything go fine? Yeah, I guess I got the end I wished for Mm, now I’ve got no more chances of recovering my life Please don’t ask me another thing again My cries, my friendliness and price Care, regret, I’m giving them all up now Yeah, this mess was one hundred percent all of my fault You know that common story I wished that I could understand the simple things Killing the ideal of what everything is supposed to be I've had enough but I don't have the courage to leave Hurry up, and fall more deep I wanna live, though I know at night, a glassy summary suffocates my throat I choke as my lungs cave from the truth told You don’t need to hate loneliness and false realities Cause they don’t mean anything wherever we are But the only choice we have is to just live on Hey, you there, are you doing alright? Ah, I see, you're still doing that thing, huh? Oh, that’s right, what happened to the one you used to say you loved? Don't say anything anymore, okay? Future, jealousy and failure Wireless, can't even hang myself up Yes, how great, it's an amazing, moving story, huh Are you finally happy? A pitch black broken heart that’s clouded by reality Trying to clean it up with alcohol and finally sleep Dissolving into the sea, I become gloomy water Fall more, and more, more deep I wanna live, though I know at night, the heavy air and future both grip my throat As those disgusting lumps pose as organs You don’t need to doubt happiness or what’s reality Cause they don’t change anyway wherever we are We don't have to understand it all to live on I wanna live, though I don’t really know the true reason why I wanna live, though DNA is our sacred Bible You don’t need to hate instincts or the fears that make you live Cause they won’t change anyway wherever we are I wanna live, though There’s no light at the end of this, but still, I wanna live, though The glow of my instincts pulses red Saying “I wanna live” and saying “I don't wanna live” It’s unfortunate how everything all ends up But the only choice we have is to just live on I'm sorry I deceived you I'm sorry I couldn't tell you And even though I know this isn't what we truly wanted All the pain we suffer through is what connects us