Pear Shaped (ft. GUMI SynthV)

It's Silverbutter! :D I tried making a rock song. This is about a more serious subject I think a lot of people have struggled with. I love working with Gumi's SynthV Voicebank, her voice is so nice! ---- SVP + INSTRUMENTAL: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1ZWzed_LaB6EOpeQcWqL_J9dLHKdXTVfM?usp=sharing SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/35EPkMpNZr93U8YRXILRUM?si=7c5b7dee2ed24dd5 LYRICS: Can you tell me how my body's supposed to be? When there's no one on the TV that looks like me So I'm scrolling on the Internet constantly Searching, "does the cup of water have calories?" Can you tell me what's the size I can feel happy? When my days are filled with apples and unsweet tea Counting coins inside the collarbones I can't reach And the strands left in the shower will pay the fee And I'm trapped inside this ribcage Prison letters from my bones And I just wanna feel at home And I am holding on To things I think I own Trapped in the body I have come to loathe And I will carry on Falling asleep alone I'm dreaming of two thousands fashion shows Ah Can you tell me why as children we're taught to hate? Curse the bodies that we're born in and try to change And we're round a table talking about our weight Sad that even if you're happy there's no escape And I'm trapped inside this ribcage Prison letters from my bones Just wanna feel at home in my own home The gap between my thighs, between my life caught on my own And I just wanna feel at home And I am holding on To things I think I own Trapped in the body I have come to loathe And I will carry on Falling asleep alone I'm dreaming of two thousands fashion shows The scale is nothing more than just a calculated hate And guilt is just a measured feeling after what I've ate Ah This is a lie (yeah, but who's the one lying?) This is a lie (and they tell me I'm thriving) This is a lie (I think I'm the one lying) This is a lie (and they tell me I'm dying) Ah And I am holding on To things I think I own Trapped in the body I have come to loathe And I will carry on Falling asleep alone I'm dreaming of two thousands fashion shows The people that I love say that I'm more than just my weight Now all that I can do is try unlearn the things engrained I won't let the things I think about myself dictate I will learn the enemy is not what's on my plate Ah MUSIC, LYRICS: SilverButter Vocal: GUMI SynthV PV: SilverButter MikuMikuDance credits in video SilverButter 2025