【Macne Nana】 Girl Crush 【VOCALOID Original】

I forgot about pride month until like 2 days ago 😅 Fortunately, I just happened to be working on this song for the past few weeks. This is an updated (current) version of a Ruby song I originally wrote in 2015. It didn't really fit anywhere on Adversity, Rivalry&Lies, or the 2017 version of Winter Butterfly - so it was never officially "released." The demos can be found on my tumblr: https://allisonmourning.tumblr.com/ Special thanks to my friend Oryn who listened to like 5 versions of this song and gave me feedback. V5's engine noise is...rough. 🎀🖤🎀💜🎀🖤🎀 Bandcamp: https://aliceinblack.bandcamp.com/ iTunes: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/alice-in-black/1754675848 YouTube Music: https://music.youtube.com/channel/UCYv1QQxTw38xfmdSTTbkdbA Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/4SajdXAD0RbxwXd8FCVA6V tumblr: https://allisonmourning.tumblr.com/ Bluesky: https://bsky.app/profile/allisonmourn.ing 🎀🖤🎀💜🎀🖤🎀 LYRICS I see her smile, Feel it come up again - Try to suppress the feelings, But I know I can't run. Oh, I've got A girl crush. The way she teases, And oh, the way she laughs - Gotta suppress the feelings 'Cause I don't wanna get Hurt again. Got a girl crush. It's not fair 'Cause I know she doesn't feel The same way. It's not fair When she's got me enchanted. Can't hold her in my arms, Can't be her princess - no! I've got a girl crush. Gotta hold it down until it consumes me. My feelings are in Complete disarray, and My heart is a mess of fear: I've loved and lost before. Don't wanna feel That pain again. I still dream of her. Still dream that she loved me, But I wake in a cold sweat. I still drown in her lies. So why do I still chase her ghost? It's not fair 'Cause I know she doesn't feel The same way. It's not fair When she's got me enchanted. Can't hold her in my arms, Can't be her princess - no! I've got a girl crush. Gotta hold it down until it consumes me. I swear to you That I will love you Deeper than anyone else. If only you could love me, But I know I'm fooling myself. I see in you the echoes of a Princess that I once loved. So why can't I kill this girl crush? Oh, it's not fair 'Cause I know she never felt Anything. It's not fair When she said she loved me too. Can't hold her in my arms, Can't be her loyal knight. Release me From her spell! Gotta hold it down until it consumes me. It's not fair 'Cause I know she doesn't feel The same way. It's not fair When she's got me enchanted. Can't hold her in my arms, Can't be her princess - no! I've got a girl crush. Gotta hold it down until it consumes me. I'll hold it down. Hold it down, Hold it down, Hold it down, Hold it down, But before long, I know This girl crush is gonna crush me - Crush me, crush me. Crush me.