[UTAUカバー] うみなおし Uminaoshi (I'll bear it again)

Hey everyone PLEASE NOTE: I understand there are other translations out there and you are free to think whatever you will about the translation. But honestly I don't want to be linked to other translators. I have studied Japanese since I was 13 and I'm now 24.I also have achieved JLPT N2 if that means anything to you guys. I'm telling you this because I'm sick of people telling me to copy someone else's translations. Do not use my translation for translyrics. I translyric them myself. I know its selfish but let me have that atleast T_T. Original by maretu ust: sm31812097 Translation: me voicebank: fox chain Translation: Its easy to see though bad decisions that were made I notice things I notice things Its now too late this burden is too heavy My thoughts too dark they can’t be set free i know things I know things Its now too late to recover its too heavy Ahh such is this mans child is to be born Its pitiful to be despised so seriously This failure is difficult to understand A shell of former love A tarnished innocent little girl Served her purpose inside these memories Not yet screams as if a slave to repeating creation constantly questioning her life Let’s end this world’s cycle of birth life and death Let’s destroy the present world With this heart With this body until we have eternal peace Abandon this idol who prevailed as everything involved with it becomes visible Cold hearted no doubt cut it out, with your warped sense of flattery Bad luck for you who failed to be born I wonder how you would struggle A tragedy ended with coldheartedness Nothing but remains This burden to be torn and killed Its the right thing to give up If I do that I’ll become happy Its easy to see though the greedy decisions that were made I notice things I notice things soon enough this dream will come to an end My expressions darkens at the thought i know things I know things Soon enough its called a sin but named a crime Such a token to be born from nothing To be faced with this burden causes one’s self sickness A denial to take responsibility A dysfunctional state of affection A tarnished innocent little girl Foolishly approached inside these doors Still to see that you, present a granted invitation ‘to be born’ Let’s end this world’s cycle of birth life and death Let’s destroy the present world With this heart With this body until we have eternal peace Theres no escape with all things this has created No way to evade these complicated feelings With this hand with this eye cut it out until its at a critical state Its repeating I wonder about these, dangerous thoughts To begin with these true natured love ‘see you soon’ toxic words as a life cut through ‘To live and see is everything’ but I have stopped believing in this delusional living! but, a slave’s creation and that is its existence Its strangely pleasant as its cut safely as I lose what I just connected to The next victim listens to the gloomy sounds from a closed off room If this world could be understood then I could taste such a feeling at that time Its after that I could understand this time when such pain could be felt If only you could be made to laugh I wonder when it will be piling up from a burden to a memory Cracking falling apart Vision becoming blurry and wet I’ll say a farewell in the end Bad luck for you who failed to be born I wonder how you would struggle A tragedy started with coldheartedness Nothing but remains tears well up when its torn apart Hesitating but a lesson learned Will it be born once more If I do this now I’ll become happy You were good for nothing (Most Likely)