[ORIGINAL] Problem Child / SYNTH V Ninezero

mood swings (TW: suicidal thoughts) -- It's not bothering me I'm totally fine And if I'm not I can always walk it off Not surprising to see I'm treading that line And if I'm not that shit needed a redraw In a hurry to go got places to be And if I don't I'll make up a reason to Gotta follow the flow there's no stopping me And if there is I'm not listening to you Yeah I got a problem I make all the best mistakes I'm my own solution nobody appreciates my accidental genius Sometimes being broken is the fix we're waiting for Don't try to remake me you'll fuck me up so much more Sticks and stones'll break my bones and words are why they picked them up I can't tell how much of this whole garbage blaze comes down to luck Do I count as a mess if this is how I was designed from the start I said do I count as a mess flipping the narrative to say it's avant-garde Yeah I'm a work of art I rolled out of my bed and woke myself up And if I'm a jerk it's just the headache talking Gotta turn down the noise before I throw up And if I do pass me a fuckin' bucket The whole room is a blur I've got vertigo And if I fall over stand me up again It's not bothering me I thought you should know And if it is I don't have health insurance Yeah I got a problem I thought that was obvious It's not like I didn't know I'm not oblivious to my own flaws and vices You think that I'm lying? Hold on let me flip the switch Don't try to enlighten me I know that life's a bitch I'm beyond repair god knows how long I've had to run on fumes I'm incompetent and I need somebody to tie the noose Can I get an assist if this is how I was designed from the start I said can I get an assist if it turns out that everything was my own fault Why was I born at all