MYCOLOGIST'S GAME / rana ( #vocagatheringBETA )

mycologist /maɪˈkɑː.lə.dʒɪst/ (noun) find out what is left of me / Song: celestrai Vocal: Rana V4 Artwork: AcidKeyLime ( https://acidkeylime.com/ ) Special thanks to khanadee & onairic for being my ears on the mix! Lyrics: taken over but kept covered a close-kept parasite intertwined, yet long since un-beloved, past - yet your spores still root with spite the the THE rot behind my ears is whispering my name I would rather it be quiet, it reminds me of the shame the shame of giving you my heart a choice so insane that discovering the origin’s left to be MYCOLOGIST’S GAME mycelium converges - maybe I need help when the layers coalesce - no I'll never tell a parasite embedded - I’m not doing well I can’t begin to salvage - what’s left of “myself” x3 under my skin memories will still sprout deep and within I can’t dig them out x2 subsumed and consumed in whole my body broken down after all… oh, a beating in my chest is drowning out my name I can’t remember the quiet from before my broken shame in my slowly supplanted heart no part is the same no mortician could identify whats left for a mycologist the the the separation's gone between me and the pain I became all that you made me be To carry your blame Giving you my everything ended all the same: every part of my biology replaced with mycology Rotted to the bone and mycelium veins There’s nobody left to help me pushed them all out for shame You avert your gaze cultivar in your wake recovering what is left of me - has to be MYCOLOGIST’S GAME #vocagatheringBETA #vocaloidオリジナル曲 #vocaloidrana