ミルクが溶けて戻らない / 初音ミク

第36回プロセカNEXT応募楽曲です。 別離の曲を作りました　ミク誕生日おめでと～ music illustration movie : はかめ vocal : 初音ミク Off vocal : https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/10U-iqR1gcIV9fcuACrOly0YCgJaASSjM 💿 1st full album『GOTHIC GIRL』配信中 https://nex-tone.link/A00134595 🎼 はかめ オリジナル曲のプレイリスト https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nPQlQrme0iE&list=PLdQbJfBYemVZvJ_0ZmBG1XY8-pTgJGeUD 歌詞（日本語） コーヒーに落としたミルクを 雲みたいにほどいて消した 君もこんなふうだったのかな 気づけば僕の癖になってた 二つ並んだ歯ブラシとか 半分だけ残った映画とか 捨てるほどでもないものばかり 部屋の隅で息してる さよならなんて薄すぎて 飲み干せそうだと思ったのに 底のほうほど苦いから 最後になって困ってしまうよ コーヒーに溶けたミルクだ 君が僕に混ざってしまったら 黒と白には戻れないって 知っていたなら　どうしただろう 忘れることができたとして それは少し違う気がして 君がいない今日の中にも 君といた僕が暮らしている 夕方知らない街を歩いて 似た背中何度も見つけた 追いかけたりはしないけど 少しだけ歩幅が速くなる 好きだった歌を聴かなくなって 嫌いな野菜を食べるようになって 僕は僕なりに変わったのに 変わった理由は君ばかりだ！ コーヒーに溶けたミルクだ 僕も君に混ざれたのかな もう確かめようもないことが 綺麗なままで残ってしまう 冷めたカップを片づけながら 窓の向こうが明るくなった 君を忘れたりしないけど 今日はミルクを入れずに飲んでみた コーヒーに溶けたミルクだ 君は僕から消えないままで 思い出なんて呼んでしまうには 今の僕には混ざりすぎてた 白でも黒でもなくなった色を 僕は案外　嫌いじゃないよ 君がいなくても朝は来るから もう一杯だけ　淹れてみよう Lyrics (English) I poured some milk into my coffee Watched it drift apart like clouds I wonder if that's how you disappeared too Before I knew it, you'd become a habit of mine Two toothbrushes sitting side by side That movie we only made it halfway through Nothing worth throwing away, really So they just sit there, breathing in the corner of my room I thought goodbye would be weak enough That I could swallow it down somehow But coffee gets bitter near the bottom And now I don't know what to do with the last sip You're like milk dissolved in coffee Once you'd become a part of me There was no going back to black and white If I'd known that then, what would I have done? Even if I could forget you Something about that wouldn't feel right Because even in a today without you The person I was with you is still here, living on I walked through an unfamiliar town at dusk Thought I saw you from behind again and again I never actually went after you But every time, I walked a little faster I stopped listening to the songs I used to love Started eating vegetables I used to hate I've changed in my own way, I know But somehow, every reason leads back to you You're like milk dissolved in coffee I wonder if I became part of you too There's no way for me to know anymore And somehow that keeps the thought beautiful I cleared away the cold cup As the sky outside the window began to brighten I'm not going to forget you But today, I tried my coffee without milk You're like milk dissolved in coffee You're still here, somewhere inside of me Calling it a memory doesn't feel quite right You've become too much a part of who I am This color that's neither white nor black I guess I don't hate it after all Morning still comes even without you So maybe I'll make myself one more cup.