Shut-In Hyperfixator [GUMI] 📚

a song about the most fuhimejoshi version of gumi we've ever come up with —————————————————————————— TJ: Yaouri... Shoutouts to Trin for the amazing concept. I have to admit, I lost a bit of steam near the end of production, but I think I like how the song came out overall. also play isat Saphs: New song and mv it's been 10000 years explodes and dies 10000 times it's been a hot minute! I put everything I had into the mv and lyrics and I hope it shows- it's definitely some of my favourite work I've done so far! now that that's done I'm going to go against the song's message and shut myself into my room to hyperfixate for a week to recover Trin: Yaoureal... Fghjksdfgh💥 Huge thanks to saphs and TJ for bringing this idea to life. the themes are pretty personal to me ngl: From chronic fandom lurker, to making a song about that with the friends I've since made, Feels like going full circle, lol. Also going to recover by going wild with my hyperfixations, but I'm happy with this, and to have worked with them This Heavily on a song for the first time. xD ( 0‿0)/ (If I have a message for anyone who Relates to this a Little Too Hard also, it'd be to Always keep hyperfixating and being harmlessly weird about the things you love no matter what. However, don't forget that even if you Feel like no one will get it, someone Will match your freak eventually.👋) —————————————————————————— Credits: Vocals: Gumi SV2 Music, Mixing, Tuning: TJT-P Lyrics: 9617saphs (minor edits by TJT-P) MV: 9617saphs, Trin (tj also did some pixel art stuff lol) Download the instrumental + SVP here! https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1iLDuEr2a5Mhr5u_j8kQXFm2RzkG6XBzN?usp=sharing —————————————————————————— LYRICS: Wish I could always feel some way That gives walls shades much less gray In repetition day by day Inside dullness I yet stay Spinning stories of all but me Positions nowhere I’d want to be Still I know there’s colors I can’t see When the “real world” doesn’t have me “Tomorrow”’s how I face my fears I’ll wait for a miracle to appear I’m sure that the day draws near Where I’ll be anywhere but here Stuck here at home, drowning in books overdue Wishing I could do anything new Yet there’s a catch, keeping me completely sane The drops of color overwhelming my brain So take a little peek, a quick little glance Rosy-tinted sights send you into a trance Always repeating the same song and dance ‘Cause I’m sure it’s ecstasy’s only chance My whole world swallowed by a song on loop It almost feels bigger than a single room Colors so vivid, I don’t feel gloom And once again monotony resumes Wish I could always feel that way A boring life given colored-in days But the magic’s never here to stay So I lay on the floor every single day A thousand words to share If only there were someone there A soul who would care Then the story wouldn’t end there A cycle keeps cracks controlled Anything’s sealed by another scroll It’s all I’ve got to fill the holes Lying like this, I almost feel whole Passion piles up into manic overflow A fantasy that I cannot let go Yet with no one else in my life who would know The little sparks keep on lying low So take a little peek, a quick little glance Rosy-tinted sights send you into a trance Always repeating the same song and dance Seems like it’s elation’s only chance My whole world swallowed by a song on loop It almost feels bigger than a single room Colors so vivid, I don’t feel gloom And yet again monotony resumes Why can’t solitude suffice? What’s it take for something nice? I try to reach out too But the thought never makes it through When can I leave this black sea? If it lies on me, can I learn to see Without a filter to let me flee? Without a filter, to set me free? So take a little peek, a quick little glance Rosy-tinted sights send you into a trance Always repeating the same song and dance Acting like it’s euphoria’s only chance My whole world swallowed by a song on loop Yet still no bigger than a single room Colors so vivid, yet I’ll still feel gloom So why even let monotony resume? So take a little peek, a quick little glance Rosy-tinted sights blind you into a trance Always repeating the same song and dance Always unwilling to take a chance Swallowing my world with a song on loop Won’t make it bigger than a single room With vivid colors, there’s still more gloom So why even let monotony resume?