Ardent Liar (Old Version) / SmokyP【GUMI English】

Out of mind, out of sight—once more, taint my soul pure white. · · ─ ·ʚɞ· ─ · · CHECK OUT THE NEW VERSION PLEASE https://youtu.be/3JINanMkHwM?si=PLLRVSl8rA2wtpcc I feel really proud of this song! Originally it was meant to be a demo song for my UTAU, but since I don’t think I can finish it before the end of the year… I decided to use GUMI!!! This song is about an OC, her name is Ashton Dayburn, real name CA-02! She’s an experiment that was meant to be an artificially created angel via combining angel DNA and human DNA! I’d love to go in depth about her lore, but I think that’s for another time · · ─ ·ʚɞ· ─ · · Instrumental: https://youtu.be/_GpXZNEQSu0?si=B3K6BZcuuzlKY-4I VPR + Stems: SoundCloud Upload: https://on.soundcloud.com/ZGqKlElAxYEGXfiRix Bandcamp Upload: https://vocaloquartz.bandcamp.com/album/ardent-liar Spotify Upload: https://open.spotify.com/track/0pMdcJr0Rtqa9Sfw9Yqr4Y?si=fGmr4tXBScONMn-nRw5Z9A Voicebank: GUMI English V3 Art by me Shoutout to Vinyl!! · · ─ ·ʚɞ· ─ · · Contact: vocaloquartz@gmail.com (PLEASE only contact me for business inquiries and for the following below.) Official page: https://vocaloquartz.carrd.co/ Discord: vocaloquartz Discord Server: https://discord.gg/wJAAnd52Qd Tiktok: www.tiktok.com/@vocaloquartz YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@VocaloQuartz Bandcamp: https://vocaloquartz.bandcamp.com Soundcloud: https://on.soundcloud.com/XXeXJnCkCxnOWGmkbx Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/4iizMN4PZgM7W16VIADYPL?si=1RvrDqW_SQih_A8vHAF0qw Only contact me via email for/if: -Business inquiries -You want a cover or remix I made to be taken down AND you made the original song You may NOT contact me via email for casual conversation. You must message me on Discord or join my DIscord server; both are linked above. · · ─ ·ʚɞ· ─ · · Meaning: Ardent Liar is about a person who has lied to everyone so much, espesially themselves, that they lost who they really were. This song uses themes of identity loss, abandonment, suicide, and briefly references religious themes. Additionally, this song has profanity. Lyrics I never knew why I liked to pretend Or why I lied until the very end The person that you knew from the start Was never the person you knew from your heart I faced a reflection I couldn’t recognize A phantom sprouted from my deceit and lies What am I supposed to do to atone When passion and truth I've not shown? I'm left empty handed In this sea I'm stranded All the lies that I've told Gave way for the grudge for you to hold I could care less if I make it past the night For I've lost what was wrong and what was right I could care less if I make it past the night For I've lost what was wrong and what was right I'll burn alone in this hellfire 'Cause I'm nothing more than an Ardent Liar (Say woah, woah) What goes on inside the dark Would be found out in the light (Say yeah, yeah) I could never see the light I wish I knew how to fight (Rap part) I figured it out! Haven't you heard? I'm a nobody to you in this world I used to think from my sins I had grown up But oh f-, I messed everything up "In nomine Patris, et Filii, et Spiritus Sancti" Erase me now; you’ll feel your glee Even God forgave me not, could I make my own prayer? Do I run? Do I dare? Get a grip, grow a pair Nothing's ever fair That's my fault, fair and square You I could chase—resist I must Don't know if myself I could trust Mayday! I'll die alone; I'm so tired 'Cause I'm nothing more than an Ardent Liar Mayday! Rejoice if I die before tonight 'Cause I've lost what was wrong and what was right Oh! Mayday! I'll die alone; I'm so tired 'Cause I'm nothing more than an Ardent Liar (Say woah, woah) And you're never coming back Guess I gotta live with that (Say yeah, yeah) What I've done has made me fail Is this what it's like in hell? I lied, I lied It echoes in my mind And hard I tried, I tried But the truth I will never find I’m burning, burning But still I can’t deny That now I’m learning, learning That I can’t outrun the lie I lost the voice inside my head Now all my thoughts are painted red If I could take back every lie Would I be someone that I recognize? (Someone that I recognize) I know that I could never be forgiven Can you know of my admission? I could care less if I make it past the night For I've lost what was wrong and what was right I'll burn alone in this hellfire 'Cause I'm nothing more than an Ardent Liar Mayday! Rejoice if I die before tonight 'Cause I've lost what was wrong and what was right Oh! Mayday! I'll die alone; I'm so tired 'Cause I'm nothing more than an Ardent Liar (Say woah, woah) What goes on inside the dark Would be found out in the light (Say yeah, yeah) I could never see the light I wish I knew how to fight (Say woah, woah) And you're never coming back Guess I gotta live with that (Say yeah, yeah) What I've done has made me fail Is this what it's like in hell? Out of mind and out of sight I wish my soul was pure white