CAVEAT / YI XI

how maddening that even lifelong dreams must come with such a violent, god-awful caveat. - - - music, mv / kian https://bsky.app/profile/kiandoesnt.bsky.social vocal / yi xi soundcloud / https://soundcloud.com/kian712/caveat bandcamp / https://kiandoesnt.bandcamp.com/album/caveat streaming / https://smarturl.co.uk/morning spotify / https://open.spotify.com/album/36p5xWMTh2oJ76fmOcHqiI instrumental , svp, midi / https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1DVq6Q6VvqjjQK17a4TAAfo0Dx8ZOtNtU?usp=drive_link [lyrics] I'm in quite the predicament I'll go to hell if things don't turn around soon I think i might be ran through I've been quite the experiment Of only being told "You're the very best" I have no evidence I can't wait until I die Maybe then, I'll feel alive Picture-perfect sacrifice Fucked with all it's god damn life "Another 𝘸𝘰𝘦-𝘪𝘴-𝘮𝘦 creator on the scene" "Another shitfuck, bastard, tryhard-wannabe" "Only, maybe, could you go and move your scheduled death ahead another week?" "I have a new release." "And may it Rest In Peace" It's been quite the experience Being burned in the shade of people who despise me I wonder what their side thinks It's been fun failing being bold I'm left behind in the rabbit hole Really, how could it not feel so? (Why won't you leave without me) (Ran over by the trolley) (My mind is not a body) (I won't survive the party) (Gut me outside the lobby) (My vision growing spotty) (You lay me out so proudly) (Dive into me, you're drowning) I've come to just accept I'm worth nobody's time In the end, though I try I can't change the fact I'll never see the light Or the shitty nature, of which I create Call it fate This is terror-made Screw me over until I fucking break "Another 𝘸𝘰𝘦-𝘪𝘴-𝘮𝘦 creator on the scene" "Another shitfuck, bastard, tryhard-wannabe" "Only, maybe, could you go and move your scheduled death ahead another week?" "I have a new release." "And may it Rest In Peace" (Why would you leave without me?) (Why would you leave without me?) (Why would you leave without me?) (Why would you leave without me?) (Why would you leave without me?) (Why would you leave without me?) (Why would you leave without me?) (Why would you leave without me?) #vocalopost #vocanew #yixi #synthesizerv #horrorcore #weirdcore