【✦SynthV_ORIGINAL】PFKM (Remaster)【Mo Chen】

PLEASE KNOW THAT ALL THE TRIGGER WARNINGS FROM THE ORIGINAL UPLOAD STILL APPLY. SVP+INST: https://www.mediafire.com/file/48u74mo2huzpt1h/PFKM_new.zip/file ─────────────── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ─────────────── ✦INFO My laptop nearly exploded while working on this by bluescreening several times! Yay. So, the original upload of PFKM has reached 3k views and I am.. forever grateful, it made me so sentimental. I had been thinking about remastering PFKM for a while ever since I started my sound engineering classes last November, and now I've finally done it! This is a thankyou to everyone who has been listening to my music up until now, I love you all. ─────────────── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ─────────────── ✦CREDITS Everything → UpTown-P Vocals → Mo Chen ─────────────── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ─────────────── ✦SOCIALS + EXTRA bluesky: https://bsky.app/profile/angel416.bsky.social deviantart: https://www.deviantart.com/4-blood soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/thomathew → FNV carrd: https://fnv-utau.carrd.co/ ─────────────── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ─────────────── lyrics (updated): Oh, why wash away the pain When everyday is the same? It's not like that's gonna help me, now is it? hardly. Shut myself down on a whim Talking to people? that's grim. I cant stand to be around anybody I know these habits are fruitless But honestly, what's the point? I'll keep digging myself deeper. GOD! Don't you want to stop? Really just want to drop? Laying down on your floor, puking your fucking guts out To say that I've had enough Would say that I'm not so tough Just put a gun to my head Go on, please fucking kill me. Motivation has been more hard to find recently... Been stuck in my bed, doing jack shit. Living my life as a walking zombie Take all my woes, no I wont say sorry! I'll wreck myself up, I'll make it my hobby Think about it now, were quite fucked, aren't we? Don't wanna live life this way It really is such a pain I'm feeling physically weak Man I really am a freak. I really want it to stop Can't even climb to the top Now tears are starting to leak "Jeez, why am I such a freak?" Don't you want to stop? Really just want to drop!? Lying down on your floor, puking your fucking guts out Not saying this is a bluff But really, I'm not so tough Just put a gun to my head Go on, please fucking kill me. My will to live isn't strong Can't even do right, just wrong. I honestly couldn't care I'm awful, I'm well aware! I'm not deserving of life I'm not deserving of love Please put a gun to my head My god, just fucking kill me.