A Romantic - Inv/Enot [Original Rain World Song]

BPM: 96-144 Keys: Varies Vocals: SAROS (Synthesizer V) Tumblr link: https://www.tumblr.com/pinpinneon/737609514158817280/i-composed-an-original-song-for-invenot-just-in?source=share Just in time for christmas day, heck yeah! Safe to say, this is by far THE most extensive solo project I've ever worked on! The song took over 30 hours to compose, and the visual assets for the video took me another 55 hours or so. Add the video editing time into it, and the result is about 90 hours of worktime! This is a HUGE personal milestone for me, and I'm super proud of tackling it all by myself! Even if it's not that impressive compared to other music videos that have much more professional editing and stuff, I consider this a huge step forward for me as someone who's practicing arts! Anyways, whether you're Rain World fans or not- I hope y'all will enjoy the video! ^w^ P.S. Main project? What main project? [LYRICS] Ah, the sting of being rejected Familiar, but always hurt Brandishing a weak grin, I let myself sinned Lying to my heart yet again Ah, there I went yet again Making a fool of myself On the outside I smiled, a facade of guile (But inside...) Another day, another chance Another fail that would haunt my mind tonight Another try to hold back these tears of mine from falling Seasons passed, everyone kept changing Yet as they moved on to spring I lingered in this winter Because I couldn't find the fabled sunlight that everyone else could see Undeterred, I put on the mask Played the goofy clown whenever someone glanced at me that day Because a romantic like me could only dream of being beloved Gray skies looming above my head Even while I was indoors And they never stopped engulfing me in Their constant downpours and thunders I laughed to fruitlessly deflect Levity faked and unseen Laying in my bed, a tear had been shed (Did they even care...?) Another dawn, another sigh Another smile that did not quite reach my eyes Another lie that I told myself to hang onto Seasons passed, from spring to summer Yet as the sun rose its light did not shine its warmth on me Because it couldn't see my pitiful presence underneath the shadows Autumn came, bringing gentle breezes And I watched the leaves fluttering in the wind without an end No set destination, no direction at all (It made me...!) Sitting there, contemplating thoughts of things that weren't meant to be Wishing to escape this prison of desires Reminiscing of the past Losing myself in this maze filled with nostalgia But before I could be driven past the point of no return Something reminded me of the spark of life Within my soul that revealed the path I once walked The same one that I had grown too blind to see Seasons passed, it's winter again But unlike last time, a warmth in my heart kept me going For once the sight of snow did not invoke dark thoughts born of loneliness Gazing at the stars in the sky Often made me cry, yet tonight I just sat there and smiled Admiring the beauties, as something within me had changed Seasons passed, everyone kept changing And as they moved on to spring I merely followed along No more being bound by chains, knowing that all my friends were waiting for me Undeterred, I let myself go Embracing the part of me that just wanted to be healed So that someday I could have another attempt at being... A Romantic~!