Confession # J / Mage-P ft. Lin Lai

Music / illustration / video: Mage-P Vo: Lin Lai (Synthesizer V) You were there A clone of the one I saw in my dreams I think god was playing tricks on me as you mirrored almost everything "Sorry, I didn't mean to make such of a scene." The very core of my existence was to reach that side of me Looking back I know it's hard to think of what to say When a kid tells you they love you just because you look like somebody "Tell me, were you expecting some kind of how-to?" I thought the answer would be obvious - As if they were like you A picture I had seen Where I screamed (where I screamed) "Why did you get all my dreams?" But those words never left Just a stutter came instead Yet you've thought of them so long And they've risen to the top Hoping you would see I just mumbled silently "Could you tell me just one thing?" Stop to think A perfect world where they said what I need Close enough to the you I try and wish I could even one day be "Tell me, do you think this would even change a thing?" I lie in bed hoping the world blended into a giant- Waiting and hating as every second tells me that my dream is all for nothing Your words never left and we never met again "Guess this is just what I get" for my dumb heartfelt attempt Hoping it would reach in my thoughts I tried to scream "Could you just take over me?" I see (I see) This world isn't for me I walk nowhere while awake and waste all my time asleep I see (I see) It's nowhere to be seen I agree (I agree) Surely there's no hope for me Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1wcXxRuQOJZbwaVk6pxD2I?si=e90fc1181b244d55 Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/confession-j/1746232684?i=1746233122 Instrumental + SVP https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/196vf4pmjjC4jtRdK-YG9vgMZSloxtTEA?usp=sharing