unalive / eleanor forte standard lite

i don't really like the tuning here, but any form of melody i tried didn't work well with the beat, so i decided to try and get eleanor forte to whisper to work around that, similar to miku’s tuning in “GAFA” by ATOLS. i look up to them a lot because i, too, am incapable of sticking to one musical style. there was originally a 3rd verse/chorus variation at the end, but i did not use it because i became anxious. there seems to be a stigma around posting any songs with a socially relevant message beyond "be nice to other people". this, and the fear of seeming "cringe" or tone-deaf, is why most producers only post about their opinions on social media instead of advocating through song form. i have been "cringe" since the moment i was born, so i have nothing to lose. the "names and addresses" line is paraphrased from utah phillips, a lifelong pacifist, environmentalist, and folk singer. i believe that algospeak is violence against both intellectualism and the written word, and i am opposed to all kinds of violence. i can understand if you use censored words to spread awareness, but if you're using algospeak so that you will get money from censoring serious topics, that's disrespectful and greedy. however, the true enemy is the algorithm and the apathy that causes serious topics to be censored in the first place. art: arusechika / アルセチカ on piapro https://piapro.jp/t/Iw6b https://piapro.jp/konagona vocals: eleanor forte standard lite bpm: 190 off vocal: idk, maybe if people want it lyrics: it's a lie you're translucent online, everything's a nuisance and i dread almost everything new since the endless pending orwellian bills inside your hands aren't tied, it's an interlude intended just to waste our time identities camouflaged by a dollar sign all for adsense that makes none go dumb, go crazy never had a limit to erase, it all goes down never stopping it's a psy-op, all surrounding unalive, like a zombie incapable of thought, and dreams, and feeling always kneeling no more queries, only dealing with the hand that you're given phony freedom it's a prison, is it? xxxxx, excessive they've all got names and addresses "clean" is too clinical magazines, for the critical we careen into the cynical make a scene, that's "too political" and it bleeds into the physical this sciophobia will only bring you down never stopping it's a psy-op, all surrounding unalive, like a zombie incapable of thought, and dreams, and feeling always kneeling no more queries, only dealing with the hand that you're given pseudo freedom is a prison, we go down never stopping it's a psy-op, all surrounding unalive, like a zombie incapable of thought, and dreams, and feeling always kneeling no more queries, only dealing with the hand that you're given feigning freedom just to give up living it #synthesizerv