[UTAU original]I Cried Into My Pillow So Much It Started Growing Mold!-Kasane Teto

I don't know how much more I can take. Music & PV by prikaPa'stery off vocal: https://youtu.be/uMLym0PhUuE?si=-nVUDQf7fu2XZaK5 Lyrics🎶 Life has been nothing but constant pain How am I even supposed to deal with it all? Do people just sit there and act alright? I'm way past the point of that now! Can't even do what I want without hurting And everyone else's lives are improving Why do they say it's easy to be happy? I can't comprehend anything anymore! Almost 4am, normally I'd sit at my desk writing a song But I just can't get anything terrible out my stupid mind! Ah, here we go again! I seriously thought for once I was fine But now what was once a warm soft bed is basically a pond! Everyday Every hour Every minute Nothing but sobbing 'til the day ends It hurts It stings It's agony Please tell me what's wrong with me! My pillow never had the chance to dry Wounds never had the chance to scar My heart never had the chance to heal Now my pillow is growing fuzz that was never there before Is this a sign I'll be like this forever? Nothing will ever be ok Yet another mess I'll need to clean today I wish it would all end right away But they all say you gotta wait