Untitled_4 (Fruits of Zaqqum) // Solaria SV2

songs by and for NORMAL people who are NORMAL and have a completely NORMAL relationship with institutionalized religions real talk tho this song is very vulnerable and special 2 me,,, i put a lot of my own religious past and experiences into it so u all have to be extra nice to me about it /j /silly BEFORE i depart i just wanted to shout out my AMAZING boyfriend @RIProducer for doing the tuning, my WONDERFUL friend @WeevilDoing for the absolutely gorgeous art, AND my SPECTACULAR friend @Enoch-XYZ for providing the real-life footage seen in the pv :)) genuinely i'm SO grateful for all my friends for helping with this project, i could not have made this song and video as good as it is if it weren't for their help!!! and as usual can find my other links, including twitter and patreon, right here!! [ https://camovocaaa.carrd.co/ ] --- [Lyrics] speak incomplete hold me tight through the night i'll make sure i'll leave a pretty sight cry bittersweet put me down take my crown wash the blood off of my holy gown see, how my skin has turned to gray i can't wash my sins away let me be free from your pity see, how there's poison on my lips how there's crimson in the crypts beneath me lies my destiny passion for the decay my heart is in the way oh you have to admit i was askin' for it not much left to deny might as well surrender line up so you can see your love's obsolete all i've wanted was to die so give me the pleasure feast your eyes upon me my depravity breathe in getting colder breathe out feeling warmer don't be afraid feast on birds of prey once i'm a martyr i know that i'll live forever take in the scene look beyond the screen this is my purpose born to be abraham's carcass plea coming clean losing worth through the earth completing this ritual rebirth bleed obsolete morbidly slaughter me my wretched responsibility laid in the open maws of death from the womb of the abscessed set me free spare me your mercy see how there's bile in my blood how there's nothing there to love believe me i'll rot beautifully repeating endlessly a fate made just for me i have no right to cry punishment fits the crime not much left to deny so why am i afraid? do you really believe in this tragedy? all i've wanted was to die the hypocrite hesitates feast your eyes upon me loyal devotee breathe in shaking harder i thought you'd be smarter don't be afraid pray that dread away threading the needle it hurts when you're cleansed of evil within your hands do as your god demands dagger of vengeance born to be abraham's penance --- MP3: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1kyoji_C7JtCmi3vIETFnO8-BO5iNN7pe?usp=drive_link Inst: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1Mq6UZAJMy_txX_rx2F0bQJtJbOhwt9Lx?usp=drive_link SVP: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1ansSFTiYj9rInRwqhf_oLvq_xEE2RJPU?usp=drive_link Vocal midi: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1pYQ7xuRULtj1cNnwy_BSFCG5ODCSQa5e?usp=sharing