MERCURY POISONING / Hanakuma Chifuyu, Yuma (audio)

music / kian https://twitter.com/kiandoesnt vocals / Hanakuma Chifuyu , Yuma stream on Spotify / https://open.spotify.com/album/4iR0TqtwkpMWtgAYWTRR9q?si=Aau27fDrRgiQLEBOdmHvog Soundcloud / https://soundcloud.com/kian712/sets/theyll-return instrumentals, project files / https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1Hc50Ng2Gl-PocfF5mVZDKXjoJ_NYkgyN?usp=share_link [lyrics] You and I are not so different Thanking god that I've come this far Smiling in the dark Who am I to beg them for more? Leave me at the door and Split my mind and my heart apart End my story arc Left me rotten right to the core Bleeding on the floor I promise that I try I'm trying to avoid the warning signs Terrified of the thought of ruining Another person's life Selfish thoughts were only meant to hinder mine I was doomed right from the start Everyone has gone too far Broken houses, rotting walls are Tempting me to free it all Honestly I'm at a loss Memories gone inside the fog Watching others makes me sick but You and I are not so different I won't pretend I cannot love again It's all I've been I've yet to win You can't really blame me When I just want to feel again My only dopamine release depends on something that isn't there And nobody cares Left alone inside the fog again This isn't fair Are you there to watch as I tear? Unlimited proximity is granted to the one that Left me here I'm nowhere near the way to go back home Once again I'm on my own Much too early, fully grown Ripping out my deadened hair Retaliate, I wouldn't dare I was doomed right from the start Everyone has gone too far Broken houses, rotting walls are Tempting me to free it all Honestly I'm at a loss Memories gone inside the fog Watching others makes me sick but You and I are not so different You and I are not so different You and I are not so different You and I are not so different