GUT FEELING GIRL (ft. Hatsune Miku)

Hi, I'm Chairo-P and this was my first time using Hatsune Miku! I consider it my first proper song as a Vocaloid producer - I hope you enjoy listening!! :) By the way, feel free to interpret the lyrics however you like! I had a specific meaning in mind when I wrote this song, but I made it open and ambiguous on purpose so that people could see it however they liked! I’m glad people have found ways to relate to this song that make them feel seen :) Instrumental: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1hSYOEErmgPx73QKXSzRLrReJdW4GOiDZ?usp=sharing ~ Lyrics: Sweet sorrow Something's in the way when I see my face Hear me when I say, "I'm scared And there's something wrong with my head right now" Tomorrow I'll just play the game, but something's not the same And still through all the pain, no care It's enough to send my world crumbling down And I'm struggling here to keep it all inside I've been drowning in fear, by every night I've cried I'll be messed up, dressed up, trying to hide All up until the day I die! Feel's like my guts are spilling, but it's just my voice And my mind is killing me, but that's my choice 'Cause my arms are shaking and my body's aching And my heart's still pumping, but I feel so dead And I'm always willing it to stop right now But it feels so chilling, and I don't know how 'Cause it's all so stupid and I'm just deluded And it's all inside my head Sweet sorrow Ripped straight from my chest, unable to rest Head full and distressed, no grace As I feel my body go tumbling down It burrows Painfully at best, yet through all my stress I can't seem to guess a face As my head goes under and I start to drown And I'm struggling here to keep it all inside Now I'm dying in fear, by every night I've cried I've be messed up, dressed up, trying to hide And here it is, the day I die! Feel's like my guts are spilling, is it just my voice? And my mind is killing me, is that my choice? 'Cause my arms are shaking and my bones are aching And my heart's still pumping, least I think it's there And I'm always willing it to stop right now But it feels so chilling, and I don't know how Am I really stupid? Am I just deluded? Is it all inside my head? And now it's all dark Don't tear out my heart Feel's like my guts are spilling, and they're on the floor And my mind is killing things that I lived for 'Cause it's time to decide, I can see my insides And my heart's still pumping, but I'm already dead 'Cause I'm begging, "please, oh can you stop right now?" And I'm on my knees throwing up on the ground God I've been so clueless to the horrors viewless It was never in my head It was never in my head ~ #vocaloid #vocaloidmusic #music #original #originalsong #originalmusic #originalmusicvideo #hatsunemiku #miku #mikuhatsune #vocaloidmiku #vocaloidhatsunemiku #chairop #vocaloidoriginal #gutfeelinggirl