House of Pesticide 🔥🌺 Gumi

Music / Art / Tuning / Video: HeyItsVal88 ( https://twitter.com/PuyoSquid88 ) Vocal: Gumi (SynthV), Kagamine Len V4x Power (鏡音レン) House of Pesticide - BPM 223 - Original Synthesizer V, Vocaloid song Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgtVpiemrQOmiwU9H-qlZS-zt2LOA5WMy Streaming: https://social.tunecore.com/linkShare?linkid=DurDNJspVRUurr_iDxU1Lw Bandcamp: https://heyitsval88.bandcamp.com/album/house-of-pesticide Off vocal & SVP: https://ko-fi.com/s/9d22e72916 Vocaloid, Utau, and SynthV tuning commissions: https://ko-fi.com/heyitsval88/commissions ---------- Betrayed dissonant hypocrite Brought to tears though the care is counterfeit Convulsing and shaking at the mere thought of The most horrid crime one could commit Nothing but the best, and better yet Drag yourself through the mold that is preset Your heart shouldn’t feel any pain Were my teachings done in vain?! The fact is within these walls is a toxin Burning off my skin, kills my heart, burns my lungs Because anything lower than perfect is a sin A flammable disdain that cannot be lit You know you have no reason to cry Your room is a lobotomized pigsty You fail because you don't try Neurotic ensemble of reasons why At last, an excuse to be distanced Circumvent the downward spiral descent to madness Founded on new principles that make more sense Untapped beauty in a life so intense At last, the sun shines over the dirt The troubled hibiscus can finally grow But he hasn’t escaped the hurt Because he is then forced to go back home To be myself I must hide To survive I must die To truly thrive I must poison myself until I wilt Damned House of Pesticide Any imperfection is a weed A stain, a knot, a tear Revokes your right to exist here Damned house of pesticide Unwanted foliage cannot return Oh, how I’d love to ignite it and watch it burn [Damned house of Pesticide] Within my heart, sparks flying Feeling all my skin, heals my soul, fuels my lungs But anything lower than perfect is a sin The toxin continues through generations We know all of this is not in vain Though I can't shake the red appraised stain We can't win unless we try Combine and mix the two different lives Betrayed dissonant hypocrite Brought to tears because i decided to live Convulsing and shaking 'cause i did the Horrid crime of loving him Nothing but a girl, and that's the end Never to blossom and be my ideal self My heart feels nothing but pain Petals forced closed shut and chained Trying its absolute best to grow like it should, A hibiscus is forced to suffer in a toxic place I can't grow like this, I can't even exist I have to figure out what it means to be me Damned House of Pesticide The horrid torture never ends I scream in pain everyday Hoping mercy would come my way Damned house of pesticide Fighting back to the point of no return But in the end, I was the one who ended up burned