Birthday Boy / Ft. Yuma

today is a normal day, this is a normal boy. --- lyrics: Ah, my head's spinning 'round Another year laying down, awake at 2 AM Scrolling through, when will it end? I've been waiting for end times A passerby closed my eyes Counting walls, every doll abides But I'm holding on so tight Like I'm about to fall beneath the bridges I wander I've tried with all my might I'm waiting through the days Hands waving, screaming surrender Won't you take me, if it's no bother? Out of bed, settle down Drink another Rockstar just to to think now There's guests waiting at the door Make it count, don't ask for more Counting down the days, I'm waiting till they fly away Still counting down the days, there has to be a different way Yet, I'm holding on so tight 'Cause I'm about to fall beneath the buildings I wander I've tried with all my might I'm wading through the daze Still counting, mark the disaster Can't you tell me when it burns out? On my knees, will I see that light I was promised? Gnawing on mirrors, it's all for naught I've hid behind my teens, counting strings for nobody Obituaries march to the clock Counting down the days, I'm waiting till they fly away Counting down the days, there has to be a different way Yet, I'm holding on so tight Like I'm about to fall beneath the bridges I wander I've tried with all my might My head is spinning through each fear Please, don't take much longer! I'm holding on so tight I'm running through the maze beneath the bridges I wander I've tried with all my might Breathing the scent of candles burning, melting with laughter Can't this moment last forever? --- soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/ennnetc/birthday-boy-yuma bandcamp: https://ennnetc.bandcamp.com/album/birthday-boy vsqx/ustx/midi: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1FkDWq_8uZQMH5O8ZhFPp4Dik8xr_gCvN?usp=drive_link discord: https://discord.gg/XzKuRZyWKN send me a drawing! https://ennn.straw.page/