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I'm sorry if the music I've been making has been dismal. ---- Music/Lyrics/Mix/Master/Video ~ 0TS Illust ~ Olaylien (@olaylien) Vocals ~ Aadchi Rei, Urchin ADACHI REI EN ARPAsing voice referencing ~ Wormwood ---- “A spoiled child feels the curdling of the human mind” Acrimonious pleas of a smile unworthy to grace this face have been extinguished My world is decomposing I’m no more while alone than “useless” My blood will stain your fingers reaching into a chest so airless You will walk this path without me though you’ve taken what’s good from my body Withering is the skin on the outside I’m conflating joy and pain I don’t think I’m gonna make it out With an ardent voice I scream it loud I don’t understand what more you want There is blood in my lungs I just can’t get enough of failure Won’t you just feel bad for me? I don’t wanna live like this anymore I don’t think I’m gonna make it out With a timid voice I make no sound I don’t know how to get you to love me, ah I don't know what you want I just can’t get enough of failure Hanging on by a rose’s thorn I don’t wanna feel this pain anymore ---- INSTRUMENTAL DOWNLOAD ~ https://drive.google.com/file/d/1P6dWjGxnspOpUtOc1_b_mYk2ofEC8Ry1/view?usp=sharing ---- SUPPORT MECHANICAL GIRL ~ https://mechanicalgirl.jp/ MY TWITTER ~ x.com/0TSXL OLAYLIEN'S TWITTER ~ x.com/olaylien SUPPORT ME ~ https://ko-fi.com/0tenshi SUPPORT [MACHINA MORI] ~ https://x.com/AdachiAlbum