Nihil-san (English Cover) [ft. Mai] 虚無さん

“It hurts.” This song is so peak that I wanted to try to go above and beyond making it, and I finally suffered through trying to figure out the harmonies. But then I spent way too long making the MV because I wanted to try tweening for the first time. Hope you enjoy, and feel free to use my lyrics with credit! Lyrics/Tuning/Mix/Art/MV: Hapcyon Vocals: Mai (Synthesizer V) Original - ¿?shimon https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jaCSrluJBUE https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sRBPkugDXWQ Project Sekai Nightcord at 25:00 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LWHwJMGP9Rw Lyrics: This nothingness is no good anymore. I’m scattered into bits. Just an empty pit. It’s all pointless, I’m such an idiot. I’m trapped again in this silent world all alone. I wanna be everything you believe, But my heart is drowning in the dark sea. The endless frustration wraps tight around my future dreams. I’m trapped in this cage, forever lonely. This trauma's got control of all of me. Every day cuts a bit more. It hurts. Violence, violence! I don’t get it, get it all! This love’s fragmented, fragmented, Love again, love again. Irony, irony! My head’s spinning every single day It’s so endless, endless Please just stop raging inside my head! I just wanna live with no hopes on me. Crying each day for what we couldn’t see. That painful yet warm day feels like a distant fantasy. Something just like a shortcake that's just spongy, I know your love is kind, but still, it hurts me. I’m so tired of this lie. But I, but I, but I… I want you to love me, I want you to love me. Fill up my parched, cold heart with love. Please don’t let me fade away. I don’t wanna fade away yet. This is pointless— Violence, violence! I don’t get it, get it all! This love slipped away, slipped away, Love again, love again. Irony, irony! My head’s spinning every single day Ah, I'm clinging to the hopeless gloom, but still, I hope that every kind of love will find a place inside my warm heart. It hurts.