impostor | mai synthv

can someone tell me how to try again someone tell me how to feel again when the rain comes rolling in, my heart aches what if i won't see the sun again? someone tell me how to feel that way someone tell me why i am the way i am someone tell me if my time wasn't wasted as if i have the time to let that sink in comparison is the thief of happiness, joy, and love and all the little things i can't let go can someone tell me how to live someone tell me how to be good enough the lonely mornings evenings carry me astray lines and notes on paper teared, crumpled, and discarded another day approaches me someone tell me if all i've done will have been more than good enough even if tears, blurred vision guides me the joy and love and all there is to be someone that i want to be a feeling hard to let go // art/music by me vocals: mai from synthv