Sewerslidal Idol / ft. Kasane Teto SV [EPILEPSY WARNING!]

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1PqiYXAUDH3ohCAt7P7Sbx?si=266bd308039f43a0 Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/song/sewerslidal-idol-feat-kasane-teto/1820844949 Instrumental: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1fXKGU7t5wBooEPGV4HHmZnwIgfjiXHEI/view?usp=sharing My initial plan was to make an actually happy and upbeat song, but lately, my stress has been eating me. While it's nothing I'd ever act on or entertain, this song is partially inspired by some intrusive thoughts I've had. Consider this musical therapy on my end. PV heavily inspired by a mix of Dr. Katz/Home Movies and old Flash animations. And of course, flashing lights warning. LYRICS ------------- If I died where I stand, that'd be just grand Pity me not, cause damn; I just don't think you understand Hate the way that you stare, don't pretend like you care Don't make me tell you "get up out my face" (get-up get up out my face) Watch it as my dark circles turn into barren holes My blood will dry up into stone, yeah baby that's the goal A sense of vertigo'll leave me buried in the cold Staring contest with the portrait of Thanatos! Could a girl get some peace to slowly fade away? Let me end this conscious existence in bright and clear day Got a pressure that's built up inside my head Like a festering zit, let me pop it 'till I'm bled What to do when you're beloved but you won't be saved? Take a pill, make your bed in a dark eternal grave How I want it, cause... my idol soul's getting crushed to death. Tie me up, let me drown; I would not frown Cause honestly, "life" as a noun; it ain't shit cause mine's goin down Gimme a bit, I wanna breathe it in; ether of death that will be so freeing I won't need to fake smile anymore, it'll be curtains for me Mind gets topsy-turvy at the thought of my old pills A speedy out of this hellscape, oh God I'm getting chills There's no time to write up some stupid living will Stop the world cause I want off, I just can't take the thrill "You got so much to live for!" Well, how would you know? I don't see you carrying any burdens of your own If you planned to stop me, you were always too late You would have to stop me from craving those pearly gates Could a girl get some peace to slowly fade away? Let me end this conscious existence in bright and clear day Got a pressure that's built up inside my head Like a festering zit, let me pop it 'till I'm bled What to do when you're beloved but you won't be saved? Take a pill, make your bed in a dark eternal grave How I want it, cause... my idol soul's getting crushed to death. ------------- This video uses a piece of art by Piapro user rita_629: https://piapro.jp/t/mXqQ ------------- Check me out on SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/user-336527838 Follow my Twitter: https://x.com/funkyzukinmusic Support my Bandcamp!: https://funkyzukin.bandcamp.com/ Contact: FunkyzukinMusic@gmail.com