Lost One's Weeping (English Metal Cover) (feat. Eleanor Forte)

Embers Of Suzaku - Lost One's Weeping (feat. Eleanor Forte) Original song by Neru Producer: Embers Of Suzaku Vocals: Eleanor Forte AI (Synthesizer V) Art: Lunarinh https://lunarinh.carrd.co/#commission Lyrics: Feel it cut into me the knife of deceit and lies It stabs a vein so deep till every part of me dies The love I had for life withered away long ago Even my guitar had turned on me and so it goes All this I know Non fiction So math and science I like but can't do english at all No right answers ever searching till I hit a wall What's right or wrong tell me so I can now understand If everything is wrong then why do I give a damn This homework about me, who am I? I don't know So empty inside me, a blank sheet of nothing Contempt with this life here but sometimes, no always Overwhelmed with sadness Crying in loneliness Tell me can you read what's written on the board Tell me can you read what's inside of her heart Who took her heart and dyed it all into black Can you tell me who? Can you tell me who? Can you calculate length of the circumference Can you untie the rope coiling and choking her neck Suffocated so long that her dreams shattered and died It's too late for her, so who gives a fuck now Days, they pass by so slowly for us So long that we may believe all the lies Inside of us we still cling on to hope Our pride We keep it hidden I can't do this homework, no answers, as always So empty inside me, a blank sheet, of nothing Contempt with this life here, but something inside me Tells me to close my eyes Screaming I want to die Can you recall the equations you revised Can you recall the dreams you had as a child Who threw those dreams away and left us broken inside Hey who was it now? Who else could it be? So when will you grow up and see the reality But what even is that supposed to mean anyway Can someone tell me why is it I should even care? Can't you tell me why? It's not like I care now