On Holidays ft.Mai (Synth V Original)

It's been a while hey guys :3!! Shoutout to @MonochroMenace for mixing and mastering this song for me! You can follow them here https://t.co/s2nwYhRZTt I hope I can bring you more songs next year, happy holidays from Egg! Streaming Links: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/eggtan/on-holidays Instrumental and SVP: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1jbLhXxxslzXS-v_p0AmYXPIIv_RVLl6O?usp=drive_link Credits: Song, Tuning/Animation/Video - Eggtan Vocal Mixing/Mastering - MonochroMenace Lyrics: I'll always hate the taste of bitterness Can't appreciate the things that we'll never miss But still I'm waiting every Christmas, with my heart set on a different ending When the fairy lights, bring me back to life Just promise me now, that you'll hold me tight I'm making a wish, on the snowy sky, but you're gone tonight... It's not fair, you know, standing in the freezing cold Frostbite just makes me want you more and more So dissect me, carve me down to skin and bone Anything to get you home and I guess they'll go unspoken, the words I should've chosen Oh, tell me would it matter anyways? When what we have is broken, you're drinking through my notifs Oh, what else would we do on holidays? And I'd like to think if you were right here, right now You would be sweet to me, but then Seems like you only ever see me through a drinking glass And wishful thinking Hope the fairy lights, bring you back to life Just promise me now, that you'll hold me tight I'm making a wish, on the snowy sky, but you're gone tonight... (Is it my fault?) It's not fair, you know, standing in the freezing cold Frostbite just makes me want you more and more So dissect me, carve me down to skin and bone Anything to get you home and I guess they'll go unspoken, the words I should've chosen Oh, tell me would it matter anyways? When what we have is broken, you're drinking through my notifs Oh, what else would we do on holidays? Don't say that I'm haunted, thought I could be what you wanted Here I am sprawled out like a carpet Forgotten, stained, damaged goods So tired I'm exhausted, even dreams we shared couldn't stop this Now we drift and drift (and drift) ah ah Never real, you and I, still I tried, it was never enough Empty tears, that I cried, I was calling your name But you were calling my bluff It's not fair, you know, standing in the freezing cold Frostbite just makes me want you more and more So dissect me, carve me down to skin and bone Anything to get you home and I guess they'll go unspoken, the words I should've chosen Oh, tell me would it matter anyways? When what we have is broken, you're drinking through my notifs Oh, what else would we do on holidays?