[Kasane Teto SV] BLACKLISTED! (SynthV Original)

DISCLAIMER: Parasocial relationship is NOT a subject to romanticize and it's extremely harmful for both sides. This song is not intended as a positive take about parasocial relationships and I will not support anyone who uses this song for their glorified takes on the subject. hi hi hello i've been working on this song for so long(procrastinating was a GOOD part of it but still) and i'm so glad that i was able to finally finish it :)))) shout out to my one friend who gave me the entire motivation to finishing this one!!!! music, art, video by noroikikku socials: https://twitter.com/noroikikku https://www.tumblr.com/noroikikku https://bsky.app/profile/noroikikku.bsky.social support me on bandcamp and get loseless audio files, instrumentals, and more! https://noroikikku.bandcamp.com/album/blacklisted lyrics: Asphyxiating socially Attention craving mentality Allegedly built up parallel intimacy Refreshing feeds endlessly To track your trace so I can see If you're eyes on me constantly, wholeheartedly Look at me, say things to me Give me your sincerest comfort that I need Take me higher So you can make me Worshipped like how you are Give me your reward Value me the most Comfort me So I can feel so safe and so deserved Don't you turn your head Don't you cut the line Between you and my only chance to befriend with you But I'm Blacklisted, Blacklisted, Black- Black- listed From the all of stars I looked upon and got lost in the darkness and I'm Blacklisted, Blacklisted, Black- Black- listed Please don't think me in this way forever Don't leave me in limbo for too long Misaligned profoundly Misinterpreted boundaries Priorities missing with my every interaction Obsession takes place in me Developing anxiety Is too much for my spaghetti coded brain circuits! Give your comfort now Validate me now, this instant So you make me feel so safe and so deserved Don't you turn your head Don't you block my account again I beg you to look at me once Blacklisted, Blacklisted, Black- Black- listed From the all the stars I adored and I'm scared to be left in darkness I'm blacklisted, Blacklisted, Black- Black- listed Please don't think me in this way forever Don't leave me in limbo for too long Heart wrenching down in agitation Waiting for notifications Second-guess implications defining my presentation Wait, please don't turn back now Let me fix this now, I can fit myself So perfectly in your courtesy In a way that I can prove I'm worthy What do you mean you don't want me to get in your boundaries? I'm profoundly got bounded Like how you'll never leave me all alone Tell me you like me Show me I'm likeable enough to survive Do I worth enough to be? Please just answer me Why you never can just look at me? Blacklisted, Blacklisted, Black- Black- listed From the single sided surface between you and my own expectations Blacklisted, Blacklisted, Black- Black- listed As another passing stranger on the timeline displayed in pixels Still Blacklisted, Blacklisted, Black- Black- listed From the all of stars I followed and I'm scared to be left in darkness I'm Blacklisted, Blacklisted, Black- Black- listed Please don't think me in this way forever Don't leave me in limbo for too long Please don't think me in this way forever Don't leave me in limbo for too long