【SynthV Original】Checking In feat. POPY

"i'm really regretting the fact that i said anything now..." vocal : Yumenokessho POPY music/arr/lyrics : nakeiadn video : nakeiadn - = Lyrics = - [ intro ] …hey. I was just calling because you never set up your appointment. C’mon, aren’t you taking this seriously? I thought you wanted help. …Call me when you get this. I’m worried about you. [ verse one ] i swear i’m giving it my best it’s not like i’m pretending just to garner something less i know i said that i can’t take it anymore but understand that there’s some things that scare me more than what goes on behind this door and i confess but please don’t look at me like I’m anything less i gave you whats inside so that you’d treat it nice and help me take this step because I find inside [pre-chorus] and i’m scared of going through cause i’m not quite sure of anything, anymore i don’t know what’s outside that door or what’s in store what if everything goes wrong? what if I get hooked? what if I’m messed up? what if i’m prescribed a drug and then i turn into a junkie and forget all that i had what if and what if i and what if [ chorus ] my heart beats fast and i can’t even breathe and i can’t check in cause i’m stuck in place these lies that bind like a vine on a tree and these thoughts that i keep entertaining “hey are you alright” i answer with a half-baked truth and the stuffings of a lie i’m fine a little on the tired side, i sigh what a bad excuse that we both dislike [ verse two ] i can’t go back i told you just enough for you to understand and now i’m standing at the edge the fall is super steep, but you promise telling me to check in my vision blurs again can you please understand i can’t withstand the thought of letting someone in again this feeling tears apart the strings inside my heart i feel a bile in my stomach threatening to barf the squeaking of a nervous rocking echoes in the room i feel the stares of here and there converging where my heart would boom regret will fill my cells and tuck me in a blanket full of doom but now my fate is sealed in blank and blue i look at you and wonder is it alright i wonder if my problems maybe weren’t as bad as i assumed i wanted to escape this room i hated every second that you pushed my through [ final chorus ] my heart beats fast and i can’t even breathe and i can’t check in cause i’m stuck in place these lies that bind like a vine on a tree and these thoughts i keep entertaining “hey are you alright” i can’t even respond with a half-truth staking on a lie and the first steps hardest, i know but how’m i gonna take a step if i’m not even through the door i wanna be loved i wanna cry so loudly louder than i ever have before i’m scared of all the words the world will have to say what if i expose my heart and then the world will turn away i wanna tell the truth but all the words get caught in the wires living in my throat i sign the deal in ink that’s dripping down with a trembling line i checked in a shaky sound #vocaloid #synthesizerv #popy