DryftiN - Playing with FIRE!!! (feat. Yi Xi)

Listen & Download Free Collaboration Album: https://vocalsynthuniversity.bandcamp.com/album/playback-payback Just this Song: https://dryftin.bandcamp.com/album/playing-with-fire https://soundcloud.com/dryftin/playing-with-fire-feat-yi-xi https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/18bCs2TwwFl0RgheE3sQV_uH83GnJWXe2?usp=sharing "FIRE!!!" by Vane Lily and Jamie Paige was a big part of me getting inspired to make vocal synth music. Please support the original: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yZkPe7TEuyk&list=RDyZkPe7TEuyk&start_radio=1 Thank you Vocal Synth University for hosting the challenge album that drove me to write this song! Interested in being a part of this community? More info & discord link here: https://x.com/VSU_EDUCATION Art: https://x.com/ikko15_ MV: https://x.com/zsunaworks Vocal: Yi Xi Music/Lyrics: https://x.com/DryftiN #yixi #vocaloid #synthesizerv Lyrics: Burning desires Can't get much brighter As we're drifting down This sinful road Playing with fire All hot and bothered Let's spin the roulette What could go wrong Curiosity's rising While temperature's getting heightened Dangerous demons tend to appear When you run out of fear I just wanted to make the most of it Maybe feel something again But can you please explain to me How did we even get here Pent up hardwired Can't get much hotter As your going down No self control Playing with fire All hot and bothered Let's roll the dice now What could go wrong Intimate sounds getting louder Leaking out as I go down You really seem to be enjoying this experience wow I can feel my self going numb As you try to lift me back up Sorry I'm getting so existential As you tremble and melt Harmful reminders Can't get much dire As I'm looking down This cold barrel Playing with fire All hot and bothered I'll pull the trigger What could go wrong Killing the old me's Just a part of the process Disassociating while I bite the bullets Better to cut off all the dead weight Than to let it slow me down Didn't mean to get you caught in the crossfire Call me what you want Anything but a liar Rebuild you by any means while you keep burning me to the ground I'm so sorry I drug it out this far baby Thought there might be some hope for us just maybe But my flame burns dim you can just leave my heart in a jar on your shelf Ready or not now I've got one in the chamber Just wanna feel again even if its painful Maybe you should try to move on now Because I'm killing my Can't seem to feel a thing I don't know why I can't see Feels like I'm blind to the light Tried standing in the fire But I'm fine Help me I'm just so tired I can't lie For some reason I keep wanting to try So sorry that I Went and made you cry Sometimes I feel like I've already died But the flames just keep Burning on inside I was feeling burnt out Senses getting so dull Kept on wondering how my soul got so dark I tried throwing myself Into fire below Don't even really know how I sunk that far I was feeling so dead How'd I get so desperate Looking for a way to let my demons out Didn't really even care You were never ever there Didn't really ever want to drag you down Rather push them away As I fell and decayed Even in a crowded room I felt alone I was getting so numb Coming fully undone Couldn't really even care what might go wrong Stopped from going hollow Coming back from when I Thought the only method left was crashing out Reborn from the ashes Rekindled the cinders Feeling like I've got a second chance some How I couldn't seem to feel anything Struggling to understand what it could mean By the fact that I couldn't comprehend What I turned into If I was still really me Wracking my brains looking for the answer I found myself staring down that dark barrel Feeling guilty I started craving danger After our hopes and dreams fell in peril Never considered myself a lyricist But now it sounds like somebody's listening So I guess I'll keep writing down these words As long as these desires keep on burning Vane and Jamie wrote such a fire song That started a spark so deep within me So much so that I felt like I had to Sample it and murder myself to this beat