I Can't Hate You // Gumi SV2

hi all!! it's been a hot minute but i'm glad to be posting again! i have a whole BACKLOG of songs i'm excited to get out there :D I didn't initially plan to get this song out first (i had a bunch of others waiting in the wings) BUT i have a big trip coming soon and i wanted to get something out there before i had to leave, and this was the quickest PV to put together. and SPEAKING OF PV pleaseeee be sure to go and support my friend FeralJayce for drawing the assets for this song!!!! it's so INCREDIBLE i better see all of u giving them attention and money and treats and toys /j [ https://toyhou.se/feraljayce ] and u can find my other links, including twitter and patreon, right here!! [ https://camovocaaa.carrd.co/ ] --- [Lyrics] break it apart hiding within the dark reach within beneath the skin there's only sin start the cycle chasing the light you can't escape the night rest assured beneath the hood there's nothing good praising idols left feeling disposed you were supposed to protect me but asking that from you left me feeling too guilty did you know how much it hurt me? must've been nice to indulge in such an easy vice was it worth feeling so dirty? tear me to bits later on you'd need a bigger hit behind open doors where your love tasted like poison i couldn't say no i was nursed on sour toxins how time goes on never question the dawn the answer's in your palms yet i'm choosing like a beggar i think you'd find that to be left behind Is part of my design i'm not getting any better oh the anger's taken me whole i'm afraid i'll lose control sink my teeth, not letting go tasting bitter oh not my fault it feels so right it's like i was made to bite lose my purpose, lose the fight i'm no quitter too hard to let go but it's simple to remember how can you say no when you're living in the center easy to forget but only when it's convenient easy to regress when you let yourself grow lenient anger and hate throw that good will to waste within gore that i adore there's so much more than i'd admit tell me the truth say what i was to you like a gift i can't resist oh how i wished i could help it left all on my own in the unknown i couldn't see took up too much space when all i wanted was safety worshipped like a blind observer why did you stay if you liked to look the other way? was i just not worth the effort? was it for fun? tell me what it was i could've done was it all my fault? did i lose the competition? did you like to watch? was it worth the free admission? we're standing still hungering for the kill i'm alone in the thrill and you're doing so much better to tell the truth after all the abuse all i've wanted from you was to stay with me forever why can't i heal? surely if god was real then you wouldn't be here and exempt from all the pressure true from the start if you asked for my heart i would break it apart at your will and for the pleasure oh the anger's taken me back all the pain that it attracts take it in and turn my back know for certain oh not my fault it makes me cry cross my heart and hope to die lose it all and say goodbye shed the burden i tried letting go but it's just not all that simple how can i say no? you're a pillar in my temple but it's for the best after all that i have been through i sometimes forget that you were just a child too --- MP3: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1kyoji_C7JtCmi3vIETFnO8-BO5iNN7pe?usp=drive_link Inst: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1Mq6UZAJMy_txX_rx2F0bQJtJbOhwt9Lx?usp=drive_link SVP: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1ansSFTiYj9rInRwqhf_oLvq_xEE2RJPU?usp=drive_link Vocal midi: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1pYQ7xuRULtj1cNnwy_BSFCG5ODCSQa5e?usp=sharing