【SynthV Original】And to Myself, feat. ROSE

"I know you didn't know any better. But it still hurts, y'know? What we did." (a letter to you, part one) vocal : Yumenokessho ROSE music/arr/lyrics : nakeiadn video : nakeiadn -= Lyrics =- [ intro ] i hate you and i hope you understand how ever i try no matter the light the way that you left your mark's like a parayste i love you and i know you understand no matter the time how ever i lie i just can't forget all the knots we tied [ verse ] i know what you did i know how you hid self-preservation i understand but then you watched it and held your hand i know that i retreat at times when nothing's right i wanna run away i know that i am weak at times witness to frights in which i turned away [ pre-chorus ] and i'm falling through the hole where you left without a word to say the same way that i turned my head and if i try to come back to life tonight and if i take those words that you said at that table inside of a dreaming mind pardoning all the sin that i held but i just can't forgive myself [ chorus ] i hate you and i hope you understand how ever i try no matter the light the way that you left your mark's like a parayste i hate you and the way you tried to hide deny all the times she sat with no fight in favor of a safer space at the cost of life i hate you and you'll never understand i wanted to try i wanted to lie pretend that the things you did and i could coincide i love you and i know you understand no matter the time how ever i lie i just can't forget all the knots we tied [ outro ] and i love you and i know that i was wrong and i hate you cause i let her fall #vocaloid #synthesizerv #rose